Wednesday, February 9, 2011

For you :')

Smiling as you say goodbye,
you told me to be happy
as though nothing was wrong,
Watching your back as you walked away,
I prayed you wouldn't cry because of me,
If i see the falling tears,
I can't leave,
I can't let you go,but
because the rain was falling,
it was really okay...
Because i couldn't see your tears, it was okay...
Because it was okay,
I couldn't hold you back,
Because the rain that could erase
the painful memories in your heart
was falling down...
Because your heart was crying,
Because the rain was falling,
Because my heart was crying,
Because the rain was falling,
Because i loved you,
I couldn't hold you back,
To embrace your sadness
in your clear and gentle life,
I think i may become the rain...

Monday, January 3, 2011

Friends

Few days ago,went to Dyla's house. It was like a small reunion between her close friends. Only a few close friends were invited,some i knew since form 1,some since form 3 and some even since standard 1. It was a simple and fun reunion. It felt really happy to meet your close friends and talk to them before we go into our separate ways in the future. Adilah is going overseas to pursue her studies in medic. I am proud of her and i knew she could made it there. How i wish i pursue studies like her. Too bad,she's leaving this 10th Jan 2011,i'm gonna lose my nice-beautiful-smart-humble-adorable-precious friend. Hope to meet her again after 7 years from now.
Not forgotten,i met a few other friends, zully,qis,anis,qeyla,amal,dee,tyna,ain,eli,aiman,jerrick,brian,kaif,hanif. I can't really describe how happy am i to get to meet them that night. Yeah,i might not gonna have chance to meet them again next time. It was fun,i even had a chance to watch MEAN GIRLS with them. The food was great and i went home around 11 feeling really full. Thanks for everything,Adilah. And thanks for the invitation. I'm gonna miss you and have the best of luck there.

Haih. Everyone is going their separate ways agter SPM. Some took medicine and some took other courses. Everyone has their own plans in future. Some might end up studying locals and some might pursue studies overseas. Me? I'm not even sure yet,i'll just hope for excellent results and bright chance in getting a scholarship. The only good thing after SPM is,we get a full chance to meet hang out with friends more frequently. However,i'm kinda the hard one to go out,parents were strict enough. Nvm,insyaallah kalau nasib baik,oleh kar dgn kwn2. ;)
Oh,not forgotten. Good thing about SPM is my friends from boarding schools is back. I get a chance to meet them and actually have a loooonnnggg talk with them. It was fun. Most of them haven't changed at all and some changed into a better ones. Alhamdulillah.

Whatever it is, i just want to express how much i miss those moments and memories i had with them,my besties. Melawatians were great. They have all the good personalities you can see in a human being. Each one of them has a very unique way of enjoying life. You will never regret to actually know these people. All the fights,bad-mouthing and gossips were just a bit if the bitterness of life with friends. Soon it will be forgotten. More important is the strong bond of friendship you have during your school days. That is priceless.
Latly,my only wish is i could get to meet them,my friends soon in the future with our own life and ou own careers. I wish them the best of luck in entering the next phase of life a.k.a the adults world. ;) <3

Friday, December 24, 2010

Bye SPM,hye Results!

SPM is done! Done done done!
Now, waititng for driving license thingy and Uni. Hope to achieve the best !

March i guess will be SPM results...gosh! I'm freaking afraid plus nervous to know the results.
Phys was quite urgh. Bio paper 3 was a total surprising. Ag-tajwid was what?? but i guess i got it right,hehe,hopefully. Overall, SPM wasnt too much different than trials. Quite tough,so i can just hope for the best. At least i know i have try my best. Believe it or not,we spent time studying and praying hard for two years just for 9 days in SPM which determines our future ahead. Damn,how scary that is.
SO,just pray for the best. 9A+ please...straight A's kalau bolehhhhh.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Aug Test, Trials...... SPM!!! ;(

Hye! Lama x blog,kan?

Well, i'm gonna have my Aug test this 2nd of Aug. Kinda freking me out actually because trials and SPM is just around the corner. Have to study hard an smart. haih.
I had fever yesterday and today. Actually all this started since last week, got flu first then fever. Memang bagus! -__- Oh,skip school for 2 days. Still got to go tomorrow, got some interview with the F1 students. Nasib baik f5 je,senang sikit. Ajak quia sekali.

Haih. One of my kittens died. Too bad,blame the mother. Dia x nak bg susu,gedik oh.
Whatever,as long as the other 2 survive. Donno what to do.

Again,currently missing my sister(padahal dia baru balik ahad hari tu) haha.
Miss my brother too, abgdib,cepatlah balik kerjaaaa..boringg
Tak sangka ponteng sekolah ni bosan jugak yeh. Aiyooo. Gi sekolah pun bosan gak. Samalah tu.
Kesimpulannya,malas nak gi and nk ponteng. Whatever.

Woo,I haven't study Bio. Sooo scared... Dahlah mid year dpt no 13,haih. Turun! Main bnyk sgt.
Got to step up a bit. No lazy lazy mood. Tv? A bit would be enough. Fb? Memnag x maen sgt dah skrg,yuhuu.

Alrite,got to go. Nak sambung study kalau boleh. Wish me luck ;)

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

World Cup

World Cup
is soooo boringgg
but quite fun sometimes
still
my fav tv show
dah x boleh tgk dahh..
Every nite,
feel sleepy and boring.
Nothing to do, nothing to play with, nothing to watch
so,what's left? STUDY STUDY! that's what my mother said lahh.

SO, another few days for school's holidays to end.
What should i do?
What should i do?
Just wait and wait and waitttttt..


haha,post gila. Chow ;)

Monday, May 24, 2010

SPM

181 days to SPM
should be this ;) or this ;( ?

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Random Post

It seems that everything is not right for these past few days. Still forcing myself to study but could not focus totally. Sighing all the time.

Getting low marks for the last test makes me realise that there's still lots and lots of effort i need to put on in order to get straight A's for SPM. It seems that Facebook have been such a big distraction to study. Adoi.

Oh oh, i got oral this Monday. Hope everything will be okay,but for sure not gonna be as bombastic as the "Accent for Dummies"! They were awesome! Love love it. Aiman being aiman imitating someone, Jerrick as Apek yg gila duit, Ghavin in his Indian way of talking(serius lawak time die maen kepala tu),Lemuel being so snobbish and funny as the British guy and FOR SURE Datin Malay.
He is everyone's favourite,Kaif. Still can't forget the way he said "Louis Vutton". Damn hilarious.


Got March test this 29th of March. Hope it's gonna be much better than Feb.

Alright,that's all for now. Tomorrow got tuition. Haih. Letih.

bye for now ;)