Happiness is everywhere,so look for it

Secret Garden

2011-12-18T01:16:00.004+08:00

Hyun Bin- The Man

One man loves you.
That man loves you with all his heart.
Everyday, he follows you like a shadow.
He is laughing but actually crying.
Just How… How much longer do I have to gaze at you this alone?
This love that came like the wind,
This love like a beggar
If I continue this way, will you love me? Oh~
Just come a little bit nearer.
A little more.
If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back.
I who love you is next to you even now.
That man cries.
That man is very timid.
So he learned how to laugh.
There are so many things that he can’t even tell his best friend.
His heart is filled with scars.
So that man,
He loved you because you were the same.
Yet another fool, yet another fool,
Won’t you hug me before you go?
I want to be loved, my baby
Everyday in my heart, just in my heart, I shout out
That man is beside you even today.
Do you know that man is me?
You aren’t doing this to me even though you know it?
You probably don’t know because you’re a fool.
Just How… How much more do I have to gaze at you alone?
This foolish love,
This miserable love,
If I continue this way, will you love me? Oh~
Just come a little bit closer, a little more.
If I take one step closer to you,
Then you take two steps back.
I who love you am next to you even now.
That man cries.

this song is taken from one of my favourite korean movie, Secret Garden starring Hyun Bin and Ha Ji Won. I'm sure you will like it. Kim Joo Won(Hyun Bin) is the best and perfect guy to fall for. How i wish i could meet someone like him,haha :D In case you haven't watch this movie, you better NOW ! In case you have already watch this movie, watch it AGAIN. I guarantee you won't be disappointed :)

Enchanted to know you

2011-10-11T16:16:00.004+08:00

There i was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles,

Same old, tired place lonely place,

Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy,

Vanished when i saw your face,

All i can say is it was enchanting to meet you.

Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?" across the room,

your silhouette,

Starts to make its way to me,

The playful conversation starts, counter all you quick remarks

Like passing notes in secrecy,

And it was enchanting to meet you,

All i can say is i was enchanted to meet you.

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go,

I'm wonder-struck, blushing all the way home,

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew,

This night is flawless, don't you let it go,

I'm wonder-struck, dancing around all alone,

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew,

I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that,

This was the very first page, not where the storyline ends,

My thoughts will echo your name until i see you again,

These are the words i held back as i was leaving too soon,

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else,

Please don't have somebody waiting on you...

I don't know why but somehow the lyrics reminds me to you. Yup,it was enchanting to meet you. No doubt about that. Hope our friendship will lasts long and please stop all these avoidance. thanks :)

Uni :)

2011-09-29T23:49:00.005+08:00

Hey bloggers ! How are you? It has been a long time i havent update my blog,right? Few months or maybe almost a year huh? haha :D

Nvm, i guess i'm just too busy,that's why. haha. Well, life after SPM was definitely better and happier. But, WAIT ! Before that, just fyi,a lot of my friends get to go for an interview with MARA and JPA and even Khazanah(Aiman,the genius 10A+ guy which happens to be my classmates,kinda proud actually,haha). So, now they are doing their A-levels at their college. AND ME??? Well, never thought of being here right now,to tell you the truth,never thought about this Uni before. hah. I'm currently officially studying at UiTM Puncak Alam doing foundation in Science. Well, at first thought, where the hell is Puncak Alam?? Never heard of that name actually,haha. So, my family and I go and make a survey. Just checking around to see my future study place,haha. First impression on puncak alam was WOW ! It's new and it's nice. More like overseas view since it's full of trees and not really developed yet. However, one thing that attracts my attention the most is, THE STAIRS. It's high,no... wait ! It's realllllllyyyyyy high. There's 284 stairs for me to climb up every single day just to go to class. *thinking that i could actually be slim in just a few weeks,haha :D

tak percaya? okay,tgklah sendiri !

Well, okay then,i registered on the 23rd of Mei 2011. First day here, busy..really busy. Finally i got the most strategic hostel here,the nearest to the bus stop,oh yeah ! and the stairs too,wee~ So, as usual i have to pass through a week of orientation but here they called it as Minggu Destini Siswa also known as MDS. Yup,we do have 'sufficient' sleep throughout this week. That's just the only bad part i guess besides the food and drinks which is so not sedap and sangatlah sikit . But you know what,the best part of orientation week is that, we had a fun like super duper fun. We play games like siput-siput and break time. We also learnt a few phrases to tease the guys or we called it here 'siswa' and not forgotten there's also phrases for siswi, one of it sounds like this "siswi,siswi. jangan gedik. rrrrrrrr...." okay,it might sounds better and funnier if you were at my place,hah. Overall, i did enjoy my orientation week although most people would complain about it. And and i love all my usherers Abg E'ein and Kak Mashi especially. Love them till death.

Oh oh, what's more important is that, i met new friends and we have become really close like we have known each other for years, and they are my housemates. They are Cipah (ex schoolmates,nver thought i could be close to her,haha :D), Saffa, Faza ( roommate), Syuhada who we called Ada ( have gone to SPA), Ema, Mas and Meera. They are the awesomest housemates. But i get much closer to Ema and Mas after the orientation week. haha. But for Saffa,Ada,Cipah and Faza...we're like best buddies throughout the week. Any

activity we do it together and we find it interesting because we came from different place. Yup,girls as always, there's a lot of stories to tell. :)

okay,the one with turqoise tudung and the other one wearing blue shirt is not my housemate. they're my housemate's friend :)

and this is me and Cipah,ex-melawatians :)

to be continued...

Classmates :D

2011-09-29T00:09:00.001+08:00

Oh hey hey hey ! Where did i stop from my last post? err..nvm, i'll just continue writing all about my classmates. Okay, my class is given a name C10 a.k.a HardcoreC-Tension. haha, there's some story behind that name actually. Nvm,we'll just leave it kay,not important pun ! :D

So here's the thing. Classmates ! There are 31 of them minus Lutfi who has moved to Intec. Well,not forgotten he managed to be my groupmate for Eng presentation once.Err...it was a quite unpleasant experience since he's too shy and i kinda have communication problem with him,hah! But now he's a changed person. I'm proud of him. Guess i'm just being too "kl" with him,haha. Right,moving on to the others. mmm....what can i say about them. Nothing much since i just knew them for aroung 3 months i guess. There are a few of them i'm close to. Well,roughly said they were awesome. During our first few weeks in class, there's always this awkward moment when everyone is so silent especially the guys. I wonder why they didnt even speak in class, but then BAM ! When one of our classmate create a group on Fb, now i know their true perangai. haha. They are as talkative and as fun as the melawatians, but of course melawatians were louder. *oops ! hehe

Well, honestly i'm still in the process of getting to know them. So far so good. haha. They are just more than worth it to be my classmates. I love them soo much,eventhough i didnt show much of my love and care towards them, i do care deep in my heart. Hope i can still meet them and we'll be much closer during our 2nd sem. yeah, HOPEFULLY. :)

Mmm...not gonna described in details since all these could not be described in words, so i'll just show you how interesting they are. haha.

C10 crew members :)

closest buddies

camwhoring session :P

our last bio lab for 1st sem

hanging out with them for the first time :')

in our lecture halls

and..finally IT'S ME ! hehe...

Alright, i guess that's all for now. I'll be updating this blog from time to time. Depends on my mood actually,haha. Okay, have fun bloggers ! :)

For you :')

2011-02-09T12:35:00.002+08:00

Smiling as you say goodbye,

you told me to be happy

as though nothing was wrong,

Watching your back as you walked away,

I prayed you wouldn't cry because of me,

If i see the falling tears,

I can't leave,

I can't let you go,but

because the rain was falling,

it was really okay...

Because i couldn't see your tears, it was okay...

Because it was okay,

I couldn't hold you back,

Because the rain that could erase

the painful memories in your heart

was falling down...

Because your heart was crying,

Because the rain was falling,

Because my heart was crying,

Because the rain was falling,

Because i loved you,

I couldn't hold you back,

To embrace your sadness

in your clear and gentle life,

I think i may become the rain...

Friends

2011-01-03T16:32:00.002+08:00

Few days ago,went to Dyla's house. It was like a small reunion between her close friends. Only a few close friends were invited,some i knew since form 1,some since form 3 and some even since standard 1. It was a simple and fun reunion. It felt really happy to meet your close friends and talk to them before we go into our separate ways in the future. Adilah is going overseas to pursue her studies in medic. I am proud of her and i knew she could made it there. How i wish i pursue studies like her. Too bad,she's leaving this 10th Jan 2011,i'm gonna lose my nice-beautiful-smart-humble-adorable-precious friend. Hope to meet her again after 7 years from now.
Not forgotten,i met a few other friends, zully,qis,anis,qeyla,amal,dee,tyna,ain,eli,aiman,jerrick,brian,kaif,hanif. I can't really describe how happy am i to get to meet them that night. Yeah,i might not gonna have chance to meet them again next time. It was fun,i even had a chance to watch MEAN GIRLS with them. The food was great and i went home around 11 feeling really full. Thanks for everything,Adilah. And thanks for the invitation. I'm gonna miss you and have the best of luck there.

Haih. Everyone is going their separate ways agter SPM. Some took medicine and some took other courses. Everyone has their own plans in future. Some might end up studying locals and some might pursue studies overseas. Me? I'm not even sure yet,i'll just hope for excellent results and bright chance in getting a scholarship. The only good thing after SPM is,we get a full chance to meet hang out with friends more frequently. However,i'm kinda the hard one to go out,parents were strict enough. Nvm,insyaallah kalau nasib baik,oleh kar dgn kwn2. ;)
Oh,not forgotten. Good thing about SPM is my friends from boarding schools is back. I get a chance to meet them and actually have a loooonnnggg talk with them. It was fun. Most of them haven't changed at all and some changed into a better ones. Alhamdulillah.

Whatever it is, i just want to express how much i miss those moments and memories i had with them,my besties. Melawatians were great. They have all the good personalities you can see in a human being. Each one of them has a very unique way of enjoying life. You will never regret to actually know these people. All the fights,bad-mouthing and gossips were just a bit if the bitterness of life with friends. Soon it will be forgotten. More important is the strong bond of friendship you have during your school days. That is priceless.
Latly,my only wish is i could get to meet them,my friends soon in the future with our own life and ou own careers. I wish them the best of luck in entering the next phase of life a.k.a the adults world. ;) <3

Bye SPM,hye Results!

2010-12-24T23:16:00.003+08:00

SPM is done! Done done done!
Now, waititng for driving license thingy and Uni. Hope to achieve the best !

March i guess will be SPM results...gosh! I'm freaking afraid plus nervous to know the results.
Phys was quite urgh. Bio paper 3 was a total surprising. Ag-tajwid was what?? but i guess i got it right,hehe,hopefully. Overall, SPM wasnt too much different than trials. Quite tough,so i can just hope for the best. At least i know i have try my best. Believe it or not,we spent time studying and praying hard for two years just for 9 days in SPM which determines our future ahead. Damn,how scary that is.
SO,just pray for the best. 9A+ please...straight A's kalau bolehhhhh.

Aug Test, Trials...... SPM!!! ;(

2010-07-27T15:31:00.002+08:00

Hye! Lama x blog,kan?

Well, i'm gonna have my Aug test this 2nd of Aug. Kinda freking me out actually because trials and SPM is just around the corner. Have to study hard an smart. haih.
I had fever yesterday and today. Actually all this started since last week, got flu first then fever. Memang bagus! -__- Oh,skip school for 2 days. Still got to go tomorrow, got some interview with the F1 students. Nasib baik f5 je,senang sikit. Ajak quia sekali.

Haih. One of my kittens died. Too bad,blame the mother. Dia x nak bg susu,gedik oh.
Whatever,as long as the other 2 survive. Donno what to do.

Again,currently missing my sister(padahal dia baru balik ahad hari tu) haha.
Miss my brother too, abgdib,cepatlah balik kerjaaaa..boringg
Tak sangka ponteng sekolah ni bosan jugak yeh. Aiyooo. Gi sekolah pun bosan gak. Samalah tu.
Kesimpulannya,malas nak gi and nk ponteng. Whatever.

Woo,I haven't study Bio. Sooo scared... Dahlah mid year dpt no 13,haih. Turun! Main bnyk sgt.
Got to step up a bit. No lazy lazy mood. Tv? A bit would be enough. Fb? Memnag x maen sgt dah skrg,yuhuu.

Alrite,got to go. Nak sambung study kalau boleh. Wish me luck ;)

World Cup

2010-06-15T10:40:00.002+08:00

World Cup
is soooo boringgg
but quite fun sometimes
still
my fav tv show
dah x boleh tgk dahh..
Every nite,
feel sleepy and boring.
Nothing to do, nothing to play with, nothing to watch
so,what's left? STUDY STUDY! that's what my mother said lahh.

SO, another few days for school's holidays to end.
What should i do?
What should i do?
Just wait and wait and waitttttt..

haha,post gila. Chow ;)

SPM

2010-05-24T18:37:00.000+08:00

181 days to SPM
should be this ;) or this ;( ?

Random Post

2010-03-17T15:01:00.007+08:00

It seems that everything is not right for these past few days. Still forcing myself to study but could not focus totally. Sighing all the time.

Getting low marks for the last test makes me realise that there's still lots and lots of effort i need to put on in order to get straight A's for SPM. It seems that Facebook have been such a big distraction to study. Adoi.

Oh oh, i got oral this Monday. Hope everything will be okay,but for sure not gonna be as bombastic as the "Accent for Dummies"! They were awesome! Love love it. Aiman being aiman imitating someone, Jerrick as Apek yg gila duit, Ghavin in his Indian way of talking(serius lawak time die maen kepala tu),Lemuel being so snobbish and funny as the British guy and FOR SURE Datin Malay.
He is everyone's favourite,Kaif. Still can't forget the way he said "Louis Vutton". Damn hilarious.

Got March test this 29th of March. Hope it's gonna be much better than Feb.

Alright,that's all for now. Tomorrow got tuition. Haih. Letih.

bye for now ;)

BORING

2010-03-01T11:42:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum,bloggers ;)

uhh..mm..err..nak tulis apa yek? tahlah. nothing's new so far.
oh,yahh. baru habis Feb test. Overall, it was okay. Just some careless mistakes here and there. Still have to study harder.

These past few days have made a bit dizzy. Got good news and bad news. Not necessary to write it down here.

I have just finished reading my friend's blog. Oh,how fantastic day they had. And how great the way they elaborate the story. Nice to read.

oh Zully,kite sedih. ;(

kaylah,nothing's more and nothing's less. So damn boring. Even FB didnt cheer me up. chow! ;)

Holidays + Exam

2010-02-17T11:53:00.002+08:00

Hey! Morning!

It's holiday time! Holiday for CNY celebration. But still, i could not enjoy this holiday fully. Thinking about exams makes me feel worried. Entahlah. Rasa nervous lebih pulak this time.

Oh btw, just fyi,my editor for Persada this year is Meera! hee. It's nice working with her. She's sporting and not so stern and fun. Goodie2. Taklah stress mcm last year. Plus with her assistant,Maddy!!!!!! lagi besst! senang nak communicate and up to date lah pasal Persada.

Debat? Mann,donno why. Passion mcm dah makin kurang especially dengan kehadiran tat person yg x abis2 nak marah. Wateverlah. Hopefully we could make it to the finals. Hopefully lah kann. tp so far, no progress yet. Abang tu macam nak tak nak je ajar. Haih.

Haih. Donno why.
Knowing something that hurts you from others still could not stop you from investigating it by yourself again and the result is, you get hurt more. Sakit hati kan? It always happen to me,so ergh!

Mm..btw, i watched KBS Awards yesterday. Ulangan. But still,SUKA! hee. Lee Min Ho ada!! hee
Too bad, Kim Bum wasn't there. oh, i just loveee his song!! sedap! and smart giler!

Kay,gtg. Nak baca Bio. Tataaaaaaaaaaaaa! ;)

2010-02-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

Happy February Test!

Wish me luck! ;)

2010-01-07T00:05:00.002+08:00

2010

hoping it to be a lot easier

need to catch up lots of things

keep revising

planning to join Tennis

less online

pray a lot

need to patch things up

keep healthy and fit

lose weight ;/

focus more on exercises and past year questions

have to do Persada well

lastly,

study study for SPM

prepare metally and physically

wish me luck ;)

Miss my sister sooo much <3

2009-12-28T10:40:00.005+08:00

"I dont care who you are, where you're from, what you do, as long as you love me"

what a nice sentence! ;) haha

Okay,i've just got back from school to carry those heavy SPBT books for next year. Wush, kinda tired but better than last year, because it's only us Form 5 students aka the seniors. Yeay! haha. Tak sangka dah jadi senior dah aku ni. XD

Get to meet my friends back. Love and miss them soo much. Most are still the same crazy and fun one. Haha. Too bad,didn't have the chace to meet my friend, Zully. Really miss her. Hope to see her next year. Lama x borak panjang dgn dia. Haih. And Raden too,dah makin sombong makcik tu,nahaslah die nanti bukak sekolah ni.

Oh, fyi, next year my class punya nama kena tukar. From weird to sucks. From Kreatif to Nekad. What????????? takda idea lagii ke? sumpah bosan gila asyik tukar nama. Come on lah,can't you just stick to one name only? -___-

Haih. I kinda miss tuition already. Miss seeing those people there, laughing, studying, usha2ing, kidding and playing together. Miss them.

Btw, yesterday my sister went back to her university. Currently missing her too. Rasa cam ada something empty dalam hati ni. Boring takda dia. She shines my day. (:

Hope she could study well and score with flying colours kat sana nanti. Love her soo much!

Well, SPM..wooo..it's haunting me..uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

dah dah,ngarut dah. Gtg. Taaaaa ;)

2009-12-22T12:15:00.002+08:00

Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
My daily routine ; wake up early morning, play Facebook, kalau rajin kemas ape yg patut, petang maen, then tgk TV pastu Facebooking lagi, buku memang x sentuh, fikiran x stable asyik duk fikir next year.
Look at how boring my day is.

Nothing new. Thank God ada 'Boys over Flowers' to cheer up my day.
Oh, i'm so in love with F4. Duluu lagii tp bcoz dah lama diorang mengasingkan diri so lupa lah jap. Haih

Oh btw,yesterday i had a chat with Manisha. It was great. She is still like the old Manisha. We talk and chat for hours. I'm happy for her with her BF. But she did mention something that annoys me. Naisb baik tukar topik cepat. Hahaha.

Then,chat dgn Nadia lak. Never expected she to have MSN. Nice talking to her. It was fun. Missing her. Haih. Mesti dia makin putih kan? Jealousnyaaa.

Gosh, how i miss my friends soo much. Miss talking to them. Miss gossipping. Miss usha2ing.
Miss teachers. Miss our gorgeous and nice tables in school. Hope this time when i get back to school, it's still in a good shape, unlike Form 4. The juniors seem to be so disrespectful to us.
And..i kinda miss studying and books. WOW! Weirdo. Miss exams too,yup thinking of beating Kaif every single time and piss off knowing his results at the end of the day. The feeling of unsecurity and emotionally unstable thinking of SPM keeps haunting me.
Hope i could make it with flying colours. It's still not too late to study and do the best.

Alright,that's all for now. Nak sambung tgk cite. Till then,bye! ;)

2009-12-16T13:05:00.004+08:00

This is Alex Meraz
and Sean Michael
Both are my boyfieee ;)
Love them!

2009-12-09T12:47:00.002+08:00

The most beautiful Bridge in the World,
situated in Japan

Do have a look. I wonder when Malaysia would be like this. ;)

Interesting Poem

2009-12-08T23:32:00.003+08:00

When I born, I black
When I grow up, I black
When I go in Sun, I black
When I scared, I black
When I sick, I black
And when I die, I still black

And you white fellow
When you born, you pink
When you grow up, you white
When you go in Sun, you red
When you cold, you blue
When you scared, you yellow
When you sick, you green
And when you die, you grey

And you are calling me coloured?

Written by an African Boy

2009-12-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

Hey bloggiee! ;)

I'm back from holidays. Great!

I guess now i have to move on with my life, be prepared for next year SPM 2010. In order to make that happen, it all have to start with tuition. Yeah, it's gonna be really tiring bcoz my tuition is having double period for each week. Gosh!
And it's gonna be more annoying with the presence of someone. Hope January everything might be alright.

Hope i can rescheduled my tuition schedule with proper teacher and right time.
Gosh! I haven't prepared my study table. Lupa nak kemas buku semua. Form 4 is over so kena replenish dgn buku form 5 lah pulak. Haih.

Hmmph,kay,gtg. Taa.

2009-12-04T23:10:00.006+08:00

Hey,bloggers!! Miss miss miss blogging sooo much. Well, these past few days have made my day happier and great!! I had a very long and fun holiday!! Love it soo much. Don't wanna to describe it in details,not important pun.
Oh oh oh, not forgotten, I WATCHED NEW MOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn, it was awesome. Much better than Twilight i guess. Jacob is hot and Edward is much romantic and protective. Oh, i just love the way Edward talk to Bella during the ending of new moon. It was romantic. And..not forgotten too, Jacob's hot friend..the 'sorry' guy. He was drop dead gorgeous and smart. I was awed by his..err, why do i have to tell this? Sucks! Gatal giler Ariffah. Stop it. Oh, i kinda hate Bella in new moon. Ngada giler! Kalau ye pun nak Edward datang , x yah lah buat keje2 giler tu..
Haih.
And, fyi, i hate Christmas Carol story. It was boring and soooo frustating.
What else? Haaa...i miss my friends. Hahaa!
And, i'm kinda addicted with Facebook lately and of course Cafe world too. I guess my turkey is done, but never mindlah, nak wat cane kan, computer x nak bg org maen cafe world, asyik stuck jer..

Alrite, kene stop typing dah. My sis nak guna computer lak. Tataataaaa!!!

2009-11-18T14:15:00.001+08:00

hee. Buy me this please...
I'll salute you if u could buy me one!

2009-11-18T12:01:00.001+08:00

"Choose to celebrate each other's differences is one of the most important keys to creating a healthy, growing and lasting relationship"

2009-11-11T22:03:00.002+08:00

This maybe the day when i post more than one blog per day. Tapi,tak kira jugak. Nak jugak letak video ni. Unbelievable,Aaaron Aziz nyanyi kot..
Eventhough tak berapa merdu,lantaklah. Hahaha.

Check out this website..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vghRaKMcIAA#watch-main-area

2009-11-10T22:42:00.002+08:00

No more dreams,
No more hopes,
No more thoughts,
No more wishes,
I don't wanna it anymore,
Don't wanna think about it anymore.

Stop! Before it's too late.
Let bygones be bygones.
Kiss goodbye to the past and say hello to the future.

You mean nothing to me anymore.
And, I'm happy with that way.
Wish me luck.

;)

2009-11-10T20:50:00.002+08:00

Helloooo!! Dah lama x blogging malam2 mcm nie. Hihi.

Okay,so far tak ada any new story. I got my Add Maths paper and Chemistry marks je. I'm not going to write it here. Not necessary for blog. Haha. Well, actually now i'm waiting for my korean movie ( attack on the pin-up boys) to be fully download and wait for the food in Cafe world is completed. Gila kan? Sumpah takda kerja minah ni. hehe.

I'm kinda pissed off jugaklah, tetiba je this comp prob, mula stuck here and there. Adoi. Sabor jelahh.

Anyway,yeay!!! Tomorrow, my sister's coming home. She will be back right after her final exam, Finance maybe, at noon. Can't wait to meet her. I miss her damn much. Can't wait to hear her stories too. Ehem2,haha.

I don't know why,lately blogging isn't really my hobby anymore. Macam dah takda mood and mojo utk blogging. Takda topic and takda idea. So,kira blog ni almost dying lah kot. ;p
So, maybe next time kalau malas, i'm not gonna be so RAJIN to update this blog. Hehe. Bukan ada org baca pon,hahaha!

Btw, just wanna mention here, I MISS FARAHIN A LOT!!!! MIss her soo much. Get to talk to her for the last few days pun dah cukup happy. She's fine and she's still having her final examination. Tak habis lagi. Biasalah kan..budak asrama. I wonder if she has changed now. Tapi rasanya tak kot, she is still a 'laugh-maniac' i guess. Hahaha! Only she and i knows what it mean. Hopefully,during this holidays, i could have at least a chance to meet her. Tapi kat mana ek? Tahlah. Nantilah bincang dgn die.

Alright,that's all for now. Currently we are planning the reunion party for 3S. Hopefully,sesape yg terlibat,pandai2lah libatkan diri yeh. Chowzz. ;)

2009-11-06T12:30:00.006+08:00

Hey there,guys!! Well, i guess my blog has been dumped for quite some time,rite? Hahaha,cian blog oh. I am having my final examination for 2 weeks and a half straight. In order to focus more, no more blog,no more surfing the Net and no more gossipping around. Err,the last condition saya tak boleh nak ikut lor. Heh.

Okay,what's new? Mmm..let's start with my exams. Exams was ok-ko. Some were tough and some not really. Overall,i could make it and hopefully a series of A+ results will be seen later. Haha! Sofar,pape paling susah is Chemistry. Damn tough. Even teacher pun cakap, this Chemistry test will be the toughest you have ever seen. Haih,tought she was kidding. Anyway,thanks for making us suffer. But,thank Goodness,paper 3 was quite okay. Hope it helps. Bio,err,mm,okay laahh. Bio exp pun okay kot.
Not forgotten,i wolud like to thanks all my friends for anwering all my weird and kinda stupid questions during the exam time. Sorry for troubling you guys to thing a bit harder just to teach me. Thanks Zully,Raden,Dyla,Mar,Syafiqah and others. Sorry if i don't mention your names in here.

I'm starting to get more comfortable in 4 Kreatif,plus thanks again for the presence of my sweet nice crazy intelligent funny and freaky friends,Raden and Zully. I love you guys sooo much. All those moments and fun memories we had together will always be in my heart. We share a lot of things..either secrets or jokes. It was fun to have them as acoompany. You guys shines my life. Thank you being such a great companion and wonderful friend! ;)

Well, as usual semua orang after exam jer mesti serbu Internet,rite. Samalah macam gue ni. I can't stop watching videos,korean movies especially,play Cafe world(Zully punya pasallah ni),chit chatting,and macam2 lagilah. I plan to watch movie Pisau Cukur but it seems not working cos everyone's busy.(family) Erghh. Tak sabarnyaaaa nak tunggu my sister habis exam. Dapat play around and chit chatting with her. Hehehehe.
Okay,i guess that's all for now! Later on,bila ada mood nak blogging,i'll write more kay. Tata! ;)

Selamat Hari Raya ;)

2009-09-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

I'm too lazy to go to school lately. Don't know why. It seems that all the lessons we learnt is completely zero when i reached home. No wayyyyyy!!! Hate it hate it!!!

But,whatever it is,i do have fun in school. Especially when it's the time for me,zully,syafiqah and raden started to gather around. Woo! I had a hwale of time with u guys!! Thanks for cheering up my day. And for you Zully,thanks a lot for the magazines u brought. Best gler tgk muka org yg skrg dah konon macho and matured rupa2nya dulu MasyaAllah! Faham2 je lahh,childish gler!!

Ahahaha! Anyway,tomorrow i'm gonna have Physics experiment. And for God's sake,it's the last day of school before raya okay! I have been planning to skip school tomorrow a week before and BOOM she said " esok buat experiment ya. Start kul 9.15. Sape tak dtg..." and blablabla. Arghhhh!!!! Geramnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! Saje je kan x nak bagi orang ponteng.

Cg. Wani tetiba baik pulak minggu ni. She said we could go home early tomorrow which is at 12.30. Wow!! So unlike her. Hahaha. Wtv, thanks a lotttt for being sooooo understanding! I love her in this attitude.

Anyway, guys please make me stop gossipping. Haih. It makes my face went all red and sweating all day long. Kejam gler!!! I have to start study and stop gossipping. Uwaaaa. Takutt,exam nak dekat dahhhhhh. ;/

Kaylah,last but not least. Ramadhan is leaving us in just a few days and Syawal is coming. So people, let's all pray much harder for these few more days before it ends and we have to wait for another year for it.

Lastly, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir dan Batin. I'm sorry for all my mistakes and I've forgiven u guys too. Hahaha! For those who will be celebrating their Raya at kampung, have a nice and safe journey. Ingat! OPS SIKAP makin semangat tai sekarang ni. Jgn bawak laju2,kang kena saman. Dah jadi satu hal.

Makin type making mengarut kan?? So,nak stop typing dahlah ni. Taaaa ;)

i Wonder how??

2009-09-14T23:33:00.005+08:00

I wonder how they could build something as amazing as these? It's unique and nice. Just wanna share it with you guys. Take a look.

Kansas City of Public Library

Stone House

Hole House

Mammy's Cupboard House

Barrel House

Alright,that's all for now. Showing some pictures only. Gonna blog some more later. ;)

Xoxo you!

2009-09-09T19:00:00.003+08:00

US Open 2009 ;)
Federer tak kalah lagi..hihi
Murray dah out! huhu
Federer akan jumpa Djokovic,gulp!
Nadal still good in action walaupun sakit lutut,dah2lah..rehat dulu yeh? ;P
Current fav colour : Black and Red

p/s: teringin nak gi Malaysian Open nanti. Ada tiket tak? XD

Holidays? a.k.a. Study ;O

2009-08-25T15:09:00.002+08:00

Have to start revising all the subjects
Time is limited already
Need to study harder for Add Maths and Physics especially
Haih
;/

;)

2009-08-24T14:48:00.003+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan al-Mubarak
It's school holidays
I'm bored
Selsema babi (H1N1) is worsen
Everyone seems to look like they're from operation theatre
I have to wear mask..(panas..)
Miss my friends
Tarawikh is fun
Suddenly,remember the dead frog..erkk..creepy ;p
Miss blogging but no mojo anymore
Hate on9 messenger,sucks to see no one online
I want to go out
Have some fun,..
BUT
again H1N1! arghh!
That's all for now
Taaa ;)

2009-08-07T16:44:00.004+08:00

Hello! I'm currently IN LOVE with this one Korean drama. It was wonderful and touching. Summer Scent is the title of this story. Synopsis about it? Tengoklah sendiri kalau nak..ahaha! (Channel 303) Best gler!!!!
Sweet kan diorang nie?? haih. Too sweet. Pity Jung Jae. Alrite,that's all for now. Gtg.

p/s: MIKA ;) Aaron Aziz ku ;p (specially for Zully) wek!

2009-07-30T10:46:00.002+08:00

Hey,it's been mm somehow around 2 months i guess i didnt blog,right? That's consider tooo long. Ahahaha! Well,nothing's interesting so far. Passing every single day with usual routines. Study,play,gossip,tuitions,exams,frustated with results,shopping,movies havent watch,tired of having annoying *******,and whatever. That's all i can say bout my activities for this past few months.

I didnt quit Persada. Good decision i guess. Haih. Vimal sometimes could be really annoying. Erghh! I havent surf the Internet since my last blog. That was like soo UNACCEPTABLE!!

I dont really have mood to blog now. Don;t know why. Just boring. Especially after reading others yang ayat semuanya mantap2 and banyak gler story. Sedangkan aku satu cite pun takda maa. Hahaha! Ahh,whateverlah.

Mmm..so far Bio was okay. I could catch up most of the lessons,it;s just that i really need to put more effort on it. My Add Math was ...
As a conclusion, Form 4 is not a honeymoon year,it's struggling year. I have to struggle to catch up with all the subjects so that when i'm in form 5 later, my mind will be more stable.

Haih. So far my marks wasn't so satisfying. I frustated a lot.

Tuition? Back to normal. Schedule will be fix. Dont wanna care about anyone anymore.

Anyway,i skip school today. Too lazt to go. Teacher's always gone. We didnt learn a lesson so far except for BM. Itupun cg x serius sgt mengajar.

Alright, too much of craps around here. GTG. Tatata!! Gonna blog more later. ;)

KRIS ALLEN

2009-06-11T11:27:00.002+08:00

Can't he be any cuter than this?? Arghh..so adorable. Congratulations Kris Allen! I know it's a bit late to said this but who cares! Hihihi..

Again..him with his adorable face! Hahaha!!

Roland Garros

2009-06-10T13:18:00.002+08:00

Federer wins!

Yeay! Love him sooo much. But still, congrats to Soderling coz dapat gi final. Nadal..hehehe..thnks for losing to Soderling. Great results this time!! hihii... Taaa!

;)

2009-06-02T13:52:00.002+08:00

"God determined who walks into your life but you decide who you want to let them walk away,who you decide to let them stay and who you refuse to let them go. Never regret because you yourself who choose your style of life and path you are taking."

Holiday!!!!!!!!!! <3

2009-06-01T12:46:00.006+08:00

Hey there everyone!! It has been a very long time i haven't blog. Hehhee.. Too busy with mid year exam. Thank God its over. Overall, i have done my best and hopefully it worth it. BM was ok, Eng was like no comment. Pysics was damn hard especially paper 2 and chemistry i really need to study more. Mmm..maths was fine but add maths was arghhhhhh..section B???????? Why is it damn tough???? Agama was ok ok maa except for those imam's questions. I didn't even expect that to come out in exam. Hopefully, this time my results will improve by leaps and bounds and much better than last March test.

ANd... i am ssooooo happy now is holiday time!! Yeay! Masa untuk buku nak berhabuk balik. Hahaha!! But seriously,getting pack with studies schedule for quite some time makes me having this weird feeling of leaving all those books all of a sudden. Yup, it seems that something is not right. This is why i end up sleeping all day doing nothing. What a boring way of enjoying freedom after finished mid year exam. Watching tv was ok but quite sucks!! Asallah rancangan tv sekarang boring sangat.

Oh, i need to go shopping!! I need to go for a real holiday! Maybe next week i'll be going for a holiday. I guess lahh.. Well,forgot to tell. Currently,i'm in class 4 Kreatif. I have changed class. I'm taking BIology and Account instead of Accounting only. Hopfully,that's the best choice. Don't ask me why. I have no more anwers for that. What i can say is just that, Everyone is not rigid. We make choices for a better life. My classmates now were ok. Yaah, my ex-classmates from 3S. Most of them. But still, i love 4A's buddies. Love bth classes. ;) Teachers were okay! Great! But ,my old Sej teacher will be teaching 4K. Yeay! (-_____-)

Tuition was fine. It's just that i'm kinda piss of with someone who annoys me soo much. Aahh,whatever with that. Don't wanna to think about it. My decision is, I'm gonna change my thorough schedule. Can't stand it anymore. Sucks!!!

Okay,lastly i'm gonna wish everyone a HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!! May all of you have an enjoyable and memorable holiday ver. We deserve a two weeks of holiday after two weeks of exams.

Bye! ;)

Mid-year Exam (19th May)

2009-05-07T18:31:00.002+08:00

Time is running out!! I have to start studying and stop playing around!! It's mid-year exam okay!! Taa!! No blogging for quite some time nanti.

;)

2009-04-27T18:20:00.006+08:00

"Happiness: We rarely feel it.I would buy it, beg it, steal it,pay in coins of dripping blood for this one transcendent good."

2009-04-09T11:29:00.005+08:00

March test is oveeerrrr! It was tough,damn it!! My marks?? Better keep it as secret. Ahh..whatever.

I didn't go to school today. Bcoz i have some matters to do. And i end up sitting in front of this computer blogging. Oh,great. I knew my Chemistry marks already. Syepy text me just now. Thanks,buddy! Thank God, it's quite satisfying. But still,not A1. Haih. Come on,it's March test. There's still lots more exams to go. Mmm...my physics was like lalalalaalala..bad!!! Too bad and quite disappointed with myself. I did a lot of careless mistakes and lost lots of marks. Ergghh!! ;(
Last two days, i took another exam. It was tough too. Teachers told me masuk sampai Chapter 3 but chapter 4 masuk gak. Serius bengang!!! Whatever it is,wish for the best. Please,get me an A or at least B for that paper.

Alright,that's all for now. Bro kat sebelah. Adoii... Kay,chowzz!! ;)

p/s : x sabarnya nak gi tusyen! hee. *wink*

Quotes

2009-03-18T14:26:00.016+08:00

Don't write your name on sand, waves will wash it away.
Don't write your name in sky, wind may blow it away.
Write your name in hearts of people you come in touch with.

That's where it'll stay.

What we are today is result of our own past actions.
Whatever we wish to be in future depends our present actions.
Decide how you have to act now.
We are responsible for what we are, whatever we wish ourselves to be.
We have the power to make ouselves.

Over the same sea, on the same winds.
A ship sails in one direction, another in opposite.

It is not the wind that decides which direction the ship goes.
It's the sails, how they are tied and how they are maneuvered.
Similarly, it is not fate that decides where your life is going.
It is all about how you take life and where you take it to.

Happy Holiday

2009-03-17T17:00:00.010+08:00

Happy Holidays people! May you have a happy and memorable holiday ever!!
It's one week off from school. And a week after holiday, I'll be having my March test. Hopefully, i can make it. Please no fail paper. Don't want that as a starting of Form 4.
I'm trying hard to focus now. Be prepared. No more playing around.

Well,it seems that quite a lot of my friends are going to boarding school on this 23rd of March. Too bad i'm not going,right? Ahh,whatever. I'm going to stay here in Melawati and study hard and acheive the best results. That's my dream and hopefully it comes true as the saying said, "dreams do come true".
To tell you the truth, I do feel sad. Yaahh,my friends are going. Some of them have gone already when they've been chosen during the first intake. What can i say, they want to leave. Then,they have to leave. I want to stay, so i'll stay. No more regrets. Stop sighing and complaining, Ariffah!!

To those who are leaving a.k.a. my beloved friends, I wish you all the best. Good luck and hope you can survive there. Study smart and make Melawatians and your friends here proud. Make us proud!! One more thing, don't forget to pray from God. God is always there for you. One more important thing, hope you meet best and good friends over there. Make sure they're as great as us, the Melawatians so that you won't be suffering from missing us. But, don't you ever forget us. Friends are forever. Kawan biarlah beribu. Any free time,do contact us. You got problems? We will always be beside you to listen to the problems. Lastly, take good care of yourselves and do take good care of Melawatians' name,okay??

So,to those who didn't get any offer so far, don't lost hope. Cross your finger and just hope for the best. Doesn't mean staying here in Melawati you won't get any offer or scholarship. Wherever you are, the most important is that, your results. Your acheivement. Make sure you get good results all the time and for SPM and there'll always be something good waiting for you. Don't give up and keep on.

So,BE HAPPY!

Alright,that's all for today. The post is sincerely from me. Do not feel offended. Ignore it if it builds up any hatred from you towards me. No mood for blogging anymore. Bye ;)

;(

2009-03-16T16:10:00.001+08:00

Ramaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii glerr nak pindah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sedeyh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A post??

2009-03-05T15:15:00.004+08:00

It's raining.
I got soak.
I'm tired.
School's boring today.
I'm sleepy.
Got homeworks to do.
Feeling annoyed.
I want to sleep.
But i can't.
Piss off.
Missing someone.

I'm done. Bye ;)

Hallluuuuuuuuu

2009-03-03T16:29:00.005+08:00

Hello hello hello

Off late,my life was so pack with activities. Plus,i join the Persada thingy so got to do some reports. Haih. Pandai join,pandailah buat kerja kann...Busy busy busy..!

Oh oh btw,i miss my sister soooo much! Jahat ah En. Daud!! (korang x fhm takpa..biar saya je fhm)

Okay,serius takda mood for blogging. Got to go now.
Again,miss my friends!! Syidah,i know you're happy now. But please,don't forget me. Do contact me if i can't contact you.

Anyway,tomorrow will be "tangkap-tangkap gambar" for Form 4 students!! Yipeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!

bye ;)

Another Disappointing Day

2009-02-27T15:28:00.003+08:00

Hey guyzzz!!

I just had my lunch. Sedaaappp! Alright,school? Sucks for today. Many things happened. Dramatic,tension and restless day. Lots and lots of things to do. I'm exhausted. Totally exhausted. I had to finish my Chemistry report and Physics report in a day. And,well done Ariffah. You did it! Haha! But you know what, to get it done was like it is going to be the world's end. I had to do the reports during taklimat and other subjects. Then,something terrible happen. I broke someone's heart.

I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to do this. I felt soo terrible. Please stop this. Janganlah merajuk dah. Please? I care about you and i will always do. Sorry if i have said something that might hurt you. As the saying says, 'the slip of the tongue is not the fault of the mind'. So,i really hope you forgive me. What else could i do for you to forgive me?? I'm really sorry.

Mm..ignore that second paragraph. Well, my first test will be on the 30th of March i guess. Quite a short time to study.. So,i better start now. Bye ;)

p/s : wish me luck.

Biscuits of The Day

2009-02-25T16:39:00.001+08:00

Birdie chirp chirp biscuits

Lovey lovey xoxo biscuits

BE MINE biscuits

Fruity Licious biscuits
Froggies Croaky biscuits
Makeup mackie makeup biscuits
Medical maddie biscuits

Cute,isn't it? Only talented people could create these biscuits. Trust me,it is biscuit..no lies!
;)

81st Annual Academy Awards

2009-02-25T15:18:00.007+08:00

Marissa Tomei
She looks stunning and georgeous. Love her dress! She looks like a princess. Not too over and not too kinda low profile look.

Anne Hathaway
She looks gorgeous in this dress. It is simple but beautiful. As usual,i still loveee her smile. I start to love her since Devil Wears Prada and Princess Diaries comes out. She was a good actor plus beautiful.

Bad and Disappointing Day

2009-02-24T17:47:00.002+08:00

As you can read from the title,it is a bad day. No explanation just soo disappointing.

Alright,no Add Maths homework for today. Yeay! Happy happy!
Got some Eng homework and Bm i guess. Err,wait. Maybe..ah,whatever.
Yesterday,i watched Roddick against Stepanek. Both were great but Stepanek act soo weird. Whatever. I don't really have mood for blogging today.

Again,it was a bad and disappointing day. Sorry to say,today makes everyone seems so hateful for me.

Bye ;)

wOnDeRs

2009-02-20T15:55:00.003+08:00

Questions to be wonder...

1) Why the sun lightens our hair but darkens our skin?
2) Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?
3) Why is ABBREVIATED such a long word?
4) Why is the man who invests all your money call broker?
5) Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour?
6) Why don't sheep shrink when it rains?
7) Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together?
8) If con is the opposite of pro, why can't Congress be opposite of progress?
9) If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal?
10) Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?

Wonders right? Hahaa!! ;)

Today

2009-02-18T18:46:00.003+08:00

I'm fine. I'm happy. I'm good. Thank you ;)

Homeworks ;(

2009-02-17T16:52:00.003+08:00

Hey! I have just finished my homework. Yeay! okay,not all actually. Just want to take a break for awhile. Well,my Add Maths homework baaannnnnnnnyyyyyyyaaaakkkkk sangat!!! Memang sometimes i feel a bit tension tp bila fikir balik, homework is like practice. And, practice makes perfect,so apa salahnya kan? Mmm..just now lots of my friends can't stop talking about the Persada thingy. Some wanna join the advertising,some marketing and some photograph. I planned to join but i didn't want it lahh. Whatever although it will increase a little of my credit for cocu. I'm not going to have time either. I have got tuition and i'm not really good in those things. I'm just gonna stick with my activities so far. That's it. Btw,Anis told me debat was like "x sure lagi" and that is soo mengecewakan maa. Mmmph,papelah.

Haa..today the school finished at 1.10!! Yeay! balik awal!! huhu..

Alright,that's all. I'm done and besides no particular topic to write about actually. Hehehe... ;)

2009-02-16T16:05:00.009+08:00

Hello!! XD

Happy happy happy! Yesterday, i went to Pandu's party! It was awesome and great! We had fun. Soo many activities. (i join every single game with Syepy except for around 3 games, i guess..haha)
Gler bermasalah. Well, it's the first time i had chance to go. Well,pretty worth it because i went home with one goody bag and 2 presents! Huhu.. Both mugs. One of it had Spongebob face on it. Cutey! ;)

As usual, thousand pictures were taken and everybody seems to have this kind of disease which i call "non-stop laughing and posing". Yup,soo true. The food? Err..okay but too bad. Some of us got food poisoning after that. Some said it is because of the spaghetti and some even said it is also because of the fried rice. Hah, whatever because so far i'm fine. Hihi. Mar too, and she was like so freaking out when she finds out that her friends got stomachache. Woo..mar..ur gonna be the next one to suffer. Hahaha!! Well, the party was full of beautiful girls. I love their dress. It was beautiful and soo floral. Aisyah was crowned as the Floral Queen and Nadhirah Nazneen as the Floral Princess. To tell you the truth, Aisyah desrves it, she's damned talented and sporting. Ehmm..not Aisyah Zulkifli but another Aisyah who i don't really know. I only know her name. Hehe..

Okay,we had fun. One of the game was to finish up an apple as fast as you can! Sawah won! (Sawah,kita tabik awak..memang mantap!) We also had the most common game such as musical chair and game yg lipat2 suratkhabar tuu.. Besst but i lost. It's okay,as long as Syepy and i join all the games. Hahaha!

Alright,here are some pictures taken from Mar. Bye ;)

2009-02-13T13:37:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum and morning peeps!!

Well,i didn't go to school today. Yeay! Like i told you from the last post,i was sick. Totally sick. I'm having a fever. Erghh. Pening2 lalat ohh... I took my medicine but still pening. Thank God tomorrow is Saturday. I'm still not going to school tomorrow besides i got tuition. My only hope now is just that, please get well this Sunday. I do n i do want to go to the party. Hihihi...

I called Syepy just now and homework was like sooo damn SIKIT!!! (yeah,that's impossible kay!) Alright,i've got homework to do,tuition tomorrow and rest for only a few hours at night. No wonder i get sick. The doctor said i drink little of water. Err..maybe it's true. Haih,whatever.

Anyway,do you ever wonder how certain people could have so mannyy friends right? Is it because of their attitude? They become friends and sooner they become best friends! What a miracle! Best friends who we can talk to,laugh with and cry with. It was fantastic. If there's anyone in this world who said living without friends is much better..i am most probably gonna call them someone who didn't know how to enjoy their life. In my opinion,friends are the people who enlightens your life besides family. I love friends. Yup,friends are like rainbows (taken from Dann's word,haha!) Have you ever think what's going to happen to you if you don't have friends or someone to talk to? OMG! i can't imagine living like that.

However,i'm sure everyone would agree with this statement. "Friends are colourful. Some are good ones and some could be bad ones." That's why it's very important for you to be careful in looking for friends. Know their heart first,then you will know their realself. Don't judge the book by its cover,okay. Some friends could also be..err, 'talam dua muka'. Sorry,i'm not really good in English kay. Haa..friends yang talam dua muka nilah yang paling menyampah oh. In front of us,they were like angels and behind our backs they become devils. In other word,backstabbers. Oh,i hate backstabbers! Soo much.

Mmm...these are my friends. They enlightens my day.

Alright,that's it with my tunggang-langgang speech. I'm gonna stop here. Pening pale lahh.. Taa :)

2009-02-12T16:18:00.004+08:00

I'm sick. Feeling so sick. Can't even do my homework. Thank God,homework is lesser now. I just finished searching through thousands of websites just for the sake of Sivik folio. I have been asked to search for Endon Mahmood,the Prime Minister's wife. Of course before Jeanne...

Haih. Currently,my EST class combine with Kreatif too. Quite full now. Got to meet Dyla back! ;) Miss her! Hanif,still like the old one. No one change. Anywayjust now i did my BM presentation. It was great but i was nervous like hell. Don't know why. Alhamdulillah,my marks were good. If i still get good marks for the next presentation,i won't be presenting for the third one. Huhu! Happynyer!!

You might be saying this in your mind," why is these picture here?" haha. Fyi,it means nothing. I just want to paste it there because i want to. That's it. Okay,i have to take a nap for awhile. Feeling damn tired and exhausted. Aaahh..before that,i love you guys! haha..gila! kay,chowzz dude! ;)

I LOVE YOU

2009-02-10T16:22:00.004+08:00

Good evening folks!! It has been awhile i didn't post anything,right? Lots of things has been happening in my life lately. Some were good and some were bad.
Okay,ignore that. Hahaha!!

Haih. Yesterday,my friend Syahidah went to Langkawi. She will be studying in MRSM Langkawi from now on. I don't know how am i gonna explain how much i miss her. Yes, i miss her juicy gossips and miss her laugh soo much. I admit it, i cried. I don't know why lately i'm a lil bit emotional. Something is disturbing my mind and it always makes me feel damn sad.
Alrite,not just Syahidah is leaving. Even Athirah and other guys. My classmate,Hudzaifah also.
Haih. Currently,most of my task is presentation. Present,present,present alll the time.. boring..
Agama presentation,Sej presentation,Bm presentation,Pj presentation..what else? Why can't they just create a new rule which is all subjects WAJIB ade presentation. Easy,right? So that, no one will go to school anymore. Learn only through tuition. Hhaha..kidding only maa..

Mmm..so far,i love Add Maths. It was unique and sometimes i think Add Maths is much better than Mod Math. Hehehe.. Mar agrees with me!! ;p

Well,nothing to write anymore. No more interesting stories. Anyway, i annoys someone sooo much right now. Not that annoys,it is just that i really need to keep that person at my arm's length okay. Get off my back,please..hihii..

Okay,that's all for now. bye. ;)

p/s : love you,mummy!!!

Precious Friend

2009-01-30T10:00:00.008+08:00

There is a different between being an acquaintance and being a friend. An acquaintance is someone whose name you know, who you see every now and then, who you probably have something in common with and who you feel comfortable around. On the other hand, a friend is someone you love. Not that you are "in love" with them, but you care about them when they are not there. The people you are reminded of when you see something they might like, and you know this because you know them so well. They are the people whose pictures you have and whose faces are in your head regardless.

So,obviously an acquaintance is absolutely different than a friend. Friend is special for me. Precious person in our life who we can share everything and never regret to be with. When we said 'friends'..everyone has their own perception on what friends are for,right?

Talking about friends,i miss my best friend soo much. We have been separating for many years. We have been friends since i was in Standard 1 actually. We share everything together. No secrets. She is the one who i can only trust and talk to. However, she had to go to Sekolah Zainab 1 in Kelantan. My hometown! ;) Yes,i have to admit it..i cried. I miss her. Sooo much. We did contact each other for a few years. But,stops when i was in Form 1 i guess. It was my mistake. I lost her number. I felt awful. So terrible.

That number is the only thing which can connects us. Then,i move on to high school. I met a few best friends. But until now no one can replace her. She's still the best. Last few weeks,she did contact my mum. But,don't know what happen suddenly the number's gone. Sometimes i thought, is God doing this to me because she's not a good friend for me?? Is it?? Well then,sorry God. I can't forget her. She means a lot to me.

Please,do let me talk to her again. We really need to meet each other. She's been trying to contact me but what did i do? Nothing. I am hopeless for that. Nothing could help me to contact her back. *sigh Please..at least do give me just a lil time to chat with her. I miss her soo much.

To my beloved best friend, Afaaf.

'i will never ever forgets you. Hopefully,we can meet each other one day.' <3>

Till then. Bye ;)

Djokovic's out

2009-01-28T11:57:00.006+08:00

Djokovic's out! Yeay! Less one rival for Federer! hahaha! But,still Nadal,Simon,Tsonga and Roddick ada. Especially Nadal. Hopefully Federer can beat him. Sometimes,Federer has some kinda mental psychology towards Nadal because every single time he meets Nadal at the court, semua power dia hilang. Anih. Dia takut sangat dgn Nadal kot..Mmm..you know what? Federer beats Del Potro!! He won with 6-3 6-0 6-3!!! Gempak beb!! Love him!!

For women, Serena has a good chance to win maybe. Woa,wait! Did she lose to anyone yet? Coz i don't really watch women players actually. Hehehe.. Whatever it is, i still admires Justine Henin. Love her backhands.

Neway,currently Djokovic's points is 10650 and Federer is 10700. Omg! Federer better beware! If he lost to Djokovic, Djokovic might be the new world tennis player number 2. Uwaaa..no!!!

Tennis..tennis..tennis.. (x de cite laen ker??)

The answer is takda! So,chowz!! ;)

Tennis Match

2009-01-26T16:05:00.019+08:00

DjokovicvsBaghdatis

Woah! The match was great and fantastic! Both players were great. Djokovic won the first two sets and Baghdatis won the third set. Baghdatis memang x reti nak give up. Plus,his fans raaammmaaaiii! Especially those fans that kept singing his country-Cyprus songs i guess. When Baghdatis won the third set ;( i don't know what's in their mind until they took off their shirts. What?? OMG!!! Takkanlah semangat sampai macam tu sekali kot... Isy3..

You know what? Last night i realised that Djokovic is quite smart actually and his strokes were powerful. He deserves to be the world tennis player number 3..haha!! Oh, how he sweats a lot. Almost every rally he asked for towels. I totally agree with Cipah that he should be honoured and admired. Hihihi... After around 3 hours and 15 minute or 9 minutes i guess, Djokovic won!!! Yeay!!!!!!!! Thank God, i hate Baghdatis smiles..ewwl,awkward. hehe.. I like him before he cuts his hair. He looks weird with his almost bald hair. (kerja2 ngutuk ni memanglah lebih2..hehe)

Done with that, first day of holiday, tuition. Then, shopping. And i met someone that i really don't want to meet. Arghhh!!! Can't I just consider that person as invisible person?? My mood was totally unstable after that. Mood spoiled. But, mood ada balik when my mum bought me something i really want for so long. A pair of shoes!!!!!!! What type of shoes? Adalah..mane leh bagitahu...hehe... Thanks,mum!

Alrite, i have just started my homework just now and it was just around three hours and i stop. Boring. Totally boring. Listen to the radio don't even cheer me up so i went out. Jalan2..feeling much beter. Okay what am i trying to tell you right here is that this holiday is kinda boring because i have tons and tons of homeworks!!!!! It annoys me but..still got to do it maaa...

I watched busana just now. It was fun. It has been awhile since i didn't watch it. Yaah..too busy with schools. Bukak cmputer pun bukan boleh maen internet sangat. Mmph! Busana still best macam dulu. The clothes were beautiful,Syarifah Syed Ali still gorgeous and the accesories were shining like hell. I wonder how she found those stalls yang jual something so nice with reasonable price,right? Haiyyooo.

Talk craps. Bye! ;)

Red Letter Day

2009-01-23T15:41:00.011+08:00

love him! <3

Yellop yellop!!
Pretty good mood today. I just came back from school. Stay back tadi untuk finish up our preparation for Sej presentation after Chinese New Year nanti. Everything's done and i feel relieved. Well well well, now i'm getting much more comfortable with my class. Classmates? Okay.
Many types of friends i have known in this class. Some were funny,some were annoying,some were so nice,some were genius and some were sooo great! Overall,fun!
About homeworks? OMG!!! i thought homework sikit je but when i check on my list again it was tons and tons of homeworks. I've got synopsis to do, exercises, notes and much more. I have to finish it this coming holidays. YEs,i have got time to do it in just a few days but..malaslah..isy! Why can't teacher just give us a chance? No homework for at least one full holidays? Come on,we need a break okay! Adoii...
Haa..thinking of homework, i remember Account!! Account was fantastic! Love it!! Especially Cg Zakiah. She was adorable and soo sporting. However,lately she's kinda moody sometimes because she didn't like the class to be so noisy. Yaahh of course..the guys! Lots of jokes and talks behind the class. I wonder what are they talking about. But,to tell you the truth,without them the class will be very boring and dull. So,i don't really care about it. Hahaha!

To compare with 3S last year, both have their own goods and bads. I'm still missing my old friends. Okay2,i'll get used to it,doesn't mean losing them is losing the whole world right? But..still i miss them!!! I miss their weird habit. Mmm..weird habit? (thinking of Chua with his digging job..haha!) I'm so evil! haha! And..i miss Ghavi and Aiman! I miss to look at their art works. It was wonderful! I miss Rasyidan with his keropok lekor thingy. I also miss Lemuel. We used to tease him a lot before this. Hehehe.. I miss to hear Dakshan's unpredictable questions and i also miss Peh yang tak habis2 petik jari. Tabiat dah kot..haha! Others,i miss you!! Hopefully,we could do another party or reunion for 3S. I missed last class party. Too bad,right? Haih.

Alright,till then. Bye! ;)

Subjects to learn

2009-01-22T16:52:00.004+08:00

Well, homework is lesser now. Thank God! Holidays in just a few days. HAPPY!I'm currently sick. Lots of mucus which annoys me so much. Btw,lately i heard people kept saying that i got offer to asrama. Ye ker? Cam x caye jer.. They said,it was Adlin who found it and she said i got Sekolah Berasrama Penuh Integrasi. How could that be when i never apply at all. Aneh2...tp kalau betul hehe..I'm a great liar if i said i'm not happy okay. Mmm..these holidays i have to finish up quite lots of things and i don't consider it as homework. I have to do some folios,getting ready for presentation and study. Haih. Getting busier from day to day. Pack with activities but still ok. It's just this flu is making me quite weak and not so comfortable.

Anyway, hating someone isn't good,right? So,maybe i'll change my mind based on my last post. I don't care and don't even want to know too.

Haa...my interest towards EST? I quite like it so far. But i need to work hard on it as my English is not that mantap like Kaif for example and Dyla of course.. Hopefully,i can make it for this March test. I want to get A1 for it and try to avoid from dropping this subject. Hopefully. But if i cannot make it,what can i say. SPM needs good results and i should take only when i can cope with it.
And..Add Maths was fun and unique. Love it and the teacher too..Pn. Asnita. Maths as usual my favourite subject. Bm is getting much much interesting.

Conclusion is, those subjects taklah susah kalau kite work hard. Never ever say NO before you try. Rugi. You never know what's your ability to do it and how good you are in the subjects if you never want to try. Kay,that's just my opinion. Do not feel offended. Haa..Chemistry? Fun and i have learnt about isotopes. Quite okay so far. Donno what's coming up. Hehehe...

Alrite,that's all for now. Got to go.

p/s : Study hard doesn't mean you're a nerd,and holding books never mean you're a geek. So,just ignore what people say about you and think about your future. That's much much more important to guarantee a bright future.

Bye! ;)

Another boring post

2009-01-19T16:15:00.003+08:00

Hello,everyone!
Today i went to school and back with tons of homework. It was great! i felt sooooooooooo happy! (yeah,rite?huh.) I felt so tired and exhausted. No time for rest. Weekdays school and homeworks. Weekend tuition. Argh!!!! Overall,i'm stressed out. Thats it. Haa...today a few students enter my class,Meera,Dine,Aisyah,Anisah,Sarah,Hazirah and only a boy..Izzarul i guess..
Mmm..I'm starting to love Chemist and Physics now. It was quite fun but just for the first few topics. Topik yg belakang2 tak tahu lg. I don't know why malas gler nak buat hmwk skrg. I have never been like this before and it sucks. I should have started studying and revising now. Maybe it sounds soo nerdy to you,but it means a lot to me. To be successful,i have to prepared earlier. .Hahaha!
JUst now,i had a lil chat with Anis.Miss her soo much. And i lovee to listen to her story about gossips and her classmates which is also my ex-classmates,most of them. haih. Hahahaha!
Well,currently i'm missing qistina and siti naquiah. (Siti,sampai hati awk tnggl kite sorang2. Uwaa..hehehe...) Siti went to Kreatif and Qis went to Sejahtera. All science classes. Why oh why???!!! people i love and care always choose science. Ergh!!
kay,pen-off. Taaa! hee..
p/s: I'm starting to hate someone rite now.

Form 4

2009-01-11T18:05:00.002+08:00

I'm 16!! Can't believe it!! hihi...
Dapat masuk kelas Amanah..sc acc class. Am i happy? Not as happy as last2 year. My friends semua kat kelas S,E,K. Sdyh....;( Mm..now i'm seating next to Naquiah. She's quite fun and loooovvvveeesss to talk. Hahahaha! Whatever with tat. Thank God Qis,Mar,Syepy and Dyla were there. Mana2 pergi pon dgn diorang.

Again..i MISS them soo much. My friends!! I miss Anis and Dyla! I miss Jaz,Dee,Meera,Dine,Tyna,Ain and Amal. I miss them. Our sweet and bad moments. I miss 3 Sejahtera soo much. NO other class would be as fun as 3S. I miss those studious and weird friends. Unique friends. Especially Kaif. He's just..mm..unique i guess. I have never met anyone so unique and studious and soooo genius like him. He inspires me sometimes. Haih. I miss..i also miss....err,nothing. ;p

My class teacher is Cik Siti Yuhannas. She's 24 and of course a new teacher. She's nice and quite a good Physics teacher. EST? Teacher Nazle. Haha,i lovee her voice. You should hear it. Again..unique. Haa..one more thing. I love my Maths teacher. Cg. Khalid. He's just Cg khalid. Nothing to describe but i just like him.

So far,i'm quite satisfied with the teachers but friends? Still missing old friends..;) I've just started tuition yesterday. It was fun but tiring. But it's kinda good to have tuition on weekend actually. I can skip koku and especially that gotong-royong thingy. No regret although kehadiran wajib. hehe. Yippee.

Alright,that's all for now. Bye!

*i'm also missing my sis soo much!

Results! ;)

2008-12-15T13:17:00.003+08:00

Hello! It's been a while i didn't on9. Lots of things to do and i just came back from holiday. It was awesome and fun!!
Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!! As far as i know, PMR results will be around 2 weeks more..just around the corner..uwaa,takutnya..
I don't really have any interesting topic today so i'm gonna stop here. Got no time to surf for hours right now. Soo,taaaaaaaaa!!

*miss miss miss my friends soooooooooo muchh!!! miss u!

bye ;)

;)

2008-12-03T07:29:00.004+08:00

hello hello hello! ;)

morning people! wake up,it's morning already! hehehe..

No particular topic today. I'm just bored. That's it. So,i decided to watch Olivia's ending because i missed it at the television. It was great and sooo romantic! Love love it!

I love JUSTINE!!! Arghh...

Would like to share it with you..if u're interested,watch it! ;)

Click here! ;p

Taa!

2008-12-02T11:53:00.001+08:00

Alice? She is described as a graceful gait and has hair that is short,spiky and black. She can see the future only if a decision is made. Alice is also portrayed as a bubbly,optimistic,loves and cares for Bella like a sister. Throughout Twilight, Alice uses her ability to see the future and help Bella when she is in danger. She is also an adoptive sister of Edward,Rosalie,Emmett and wife of Jasper. Thats all. BYe!
Take the Quiz and Share Your Results!

Quizziee

2008-11-27T16:15:00.004+08:00

Hey! I found this quiz from my sis's friend. It's about my true colour. Just want to share it with you so..read it! hehe...

Red
My color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses. Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since i'm ruled by red, i probably trust my feelings more than my brain and tend to act spontaneously. If i see something i want, i go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is my middle name.*yeah rite..* I don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; i dive right in. Quite the romantic, i pay close attention to my emotions. *true2!* In fact, if my heart isn't in what i'm doing, i won't be satisfied. Of course, even when i do pour all my energy into the projects i tackle, my impetuous nature means my passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Their advice? Next time when i'm feeling fickle, i have to think before i act, if possible. They said i might be surprised at the results. Overall,in my opinion, though, it's great to be red!

Twilight MOvie Today

2008-11-27T10:55:00.005+08:00

It's already 27th of November 2008. It's Twilight Day! I mean Twilight movie hari ni!! Actually,i don't really know what kind of story it is. As far as i know, the story is about a vampire who falls in love with a normal girl. And..many people said the story can be a better one than Harry Potter movie. Is it true? Besides that,for those who doesn't watch the movie they also provided the Twilight books at many bookstores. Still i didn't read and bought it. I don't really care about it so why am i talking about the story? huh!

*sigh
It's holiday and i think so far we don't have any plan for holidays. So,i'm kinda staying at home with laptop right in front of me all the time. Ohh,god! I really really want to at least once more escape to a quiet beach, explore the tropical rainforests, bargain for antiques or experience the nightlife and sophistication of island resorts. I want and i really want to have lots of adventurous journey and visit many exotic destinations.

Lately,many things playing in my head. LOts of things happen. Sometimes, i feel even more tension now than before my exam. Huh! I want to have peace. Enjoy the fresh air and the beautiful sceneries around me.

I have to and i want to. I want all that. I need a break sometimes. Thats all.
bye! ;)

Thick n Thin of Life

2008-11-26T13:36:00.006+08:00

Kehidupan ni penuh dengan suka dan duka. Sometimes we're up over the moon and sometimes we're down down under the dumps. Today, hari yang kucar-kacir in my life. Lots of things happen and i have to do lots of things which make me all sweat right now. I'm sweating and kinda piss off with someone right now! Someone who loves to interfere in someone else's business. Someone who i can called a 'busybody' person. Someone who i can called shorty crazy busybody annoying person i have ever met in my life! ;( Mind your own business,okay!!! Orang tak kacau dia so jangan lah kacau orang. Tak faham bahasa ker???!!!

*kay,itu sekadar luahan perasaan. Because of that person,everything messed up! Mmmph!

Today,i don't have mood to write any particular topic. The only thing i have been thinking since morning is just how to give a piece of my mind to that person. I would like to confront the person and discuss! Kalau dia berani,try me!!!

Alrite,nothing to write. Taa ;)

Pure Smiles From My Heart

2008-11-25T10:24:00.000+08:00

Hye! The title means nothing. Saje2 tulis jerr..;)

Well,today is 24th of November 2008. Nothing special. But,it's almost the end of November. *sigh. Next month is December and coming soon will be January. I'm going to start schooling again. I will be a Form 4 students next year. So,i really have to think wisely and carefully about my courses. Uwaaa..i' still quite blurr. Baru sekarang, i understand why certain people still blurr with their choices and sometimes even took a wrong courses. Hopefully,it's not me. I have been advised bout this choices for maannnyyy times. Whatever it is, decision is in my hands. But,after thinking for hours and hours..i think i have make up my mind and gonna stick to one decision. I hope it's a good choice which can guarantee my future. I mean a bright future. I want to have a good career with great amount of salary. Hihi. Everyone wants that for sure! Kay,i'm talking craps!

I have to stop typing. Because i talk craps and..besides! Dona said my blog is too long and she was too lazy to read it. So,i guess i'm going to stop now. Dada! ;)

Characteristics

2008-11-22T11:05:00.002+08:00

July

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. * yup,soo true!* Hardworking. No difficulties instudying. Loves to be alone. *sometimes* Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

*taken from Hertina's blog ;)

I think it's quite true ;)

Hey There!

2008-11-22T09:54:00.001+08:00

Hello guys!! It's been 3 days straight i haven't online. Honestly i said, i really miss onlining, chatting and bloggie bloggie. Hehehe... For these last 3 days, i have lots of things to do. Personal matters i mean. So,i don't even have a single time to open my computer. Mmmm..i remember last Friday when some of my friends ask me to write something special about them. Haih. Friends..friends. What else do they want from me just to prove that i love them soo much?? They want me to write something that reminds me to them. What is it?

Kay,let's start with my old classmates.

Farahin-i love to see her smiles and currently still missing it

Zulaikha-Oh,god! She, dona and syidah are soo alike. Football fans..ahah!

Qistina && Saida- Opera girls of course!!!!

Anis-My tall friend! I miss her stories bout she n her someone and..i really miss to see her n dyla keep running away from Mr. Ganesh when they didn't do their duties. Hahaha!

Adilah-The most sweetest friend ever! She was genius and i lovee to study with her..lots of knowledge. And..i can't stop teasing her with Aiman..ehem2..hihi

Zyla-famous && beautiful gurl! Kadang2,x sangka die agak gler oh. Hahaha! ;)

Ain-Specky and rich gurl. Ahahaha!

Meera-Wooters and she's good in account..Thanks Sifu!! XD

Dee n Dine-i love them so much! Both of them are really good in drawings..one on decorations and one on swirl things.

Jaz-I love to see her cute attires and listen to her stories with Hertina bout their starlings. Haih. X habis2.

Syikin n the geng-Go go Pandu! Tolong Orang Selalu! hihi..

Others-although i didn't mention ur names..i still love you with all my hearts! ;)

And..guy friends...

Geng2 Aiz n Mie-jokes alll the timeeee

Geng2 Fahim-sometimes crazy sometimes serious..i donno why..hahaha! But..friendly guys

Aiman && the genius-Can i study with you guys? Pleaseee...

Chinese n Indians- Pokers and games. Ahhahaha!!! But,they were so friendly and plus,clever! ;)

Alrite,thats all for now. Lastly,again..i miss them sooo much and love love them!!! <3

Bye! ;)

Man is Made by his Beliefs

2008-11-21T10:53:00.000+08:00

*sigh

Okay, as u all know..i am one of the PMR candidates and PMR has passed. Only now i'm kinda interested to talk bout it. I think i passed the exams quite ok coz i can answer most of the questions. Thanks lot God! ;) The hardest paper? I donno coz i don't want to consider it as hard so tat i won't feel like i'm not gonna get straight A's. Mmm..tats all for my PMR stories. Now, my only hope is that i'll pass the exams with flying colours..hope soo. Harap2,semua usaha selama ni berbaloi dgn results. All of this year and actually since last year i have tried so hard to be more discipline. No more play(thinking of that..i remember this phrase 'all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy...haha!),no more movies, no more junk food especially Maggie and no more something something else. I made my new timetable yang lebih strict. Adoii...

Sometimes, a day i could be sitting on my chaiir studying without thinking bout anything else..oh,my u noe how crazy is tat!!

How stressful is tat when everyday i think bout PMR. All i think is tat i wanna pass the exams with flying colours and make my parents proud. I'm thankful enough tat i have been given a chance to be good friend with a lot of smart and hardworking students. They were so helpful all of this while. When i had problems, they solve it. When i feel like crying, they were there. When i want to play and forget bout studies just for a day,they were also there. Oh,how grateful i am.

Hahaha! When talk bout friends, i remember my friends in Form 1 class...it was the most superb class! I remember every single moments we had at tat time. That was the time i get to know new friends from smktm 2 and i started to be a lil matured. That was also the time i learnt to be more friendly. But,there were some moments which i can't forget until now. Haih. I have a lot of good times tat year with my close friends.......Dine,Zana,Mar,Jaz,Saida,Qis,Farahin,Zulaikha,Faiz,Ali,Syazwan,Faris,Fitri and so on. They were great! I also remember this one time when i,dine,zana,jaz,mar n qis create the boobs group. OMG! That was great!

Then,i move on to Form 2 Amanah. Honestly i said, i was quite surprised with the atmosphere in the class. It was totally different than f1 class. They were far far far more studious than students in f1. And..even more..they speak Eng as their main language. Ahha! That was the time i started to improve my Eng. If there's grammatical order, diorang tego ohh. Mmm..tat was also the time i get to know dyla and the others. And..now i'm still with them. We study together,we have exams together and laugh together. We even have fight together...huhu. Great great great!!!!
So now..PMR finished,school holidays have started and next year we're gonna be in diff classes according to our courses. I'll be separated with them i guess.
I know i'll miss them soo much. Plus, i didn't go to the class party and tat saddens me even more. I really hope tat wherever they go or whoever they will be friend with next year..they will always remember tat they used to be my friends, i mean good friends! ;)

Kay,tats all for now. I think i'm done with this post. For those out there who has been away or lost contact with friends for a long time..i think now is the time for u to start the friendship back. Remember, friends are forever.

Taaa! ;)

Just For U

2008-11-20T11:03:00.000+08:00

No i can't forget those memories,
Our stories, our jokes, our moments,
Or your face as you were leaving,
But i guess that's just the way,
The story goes..
You always smile but in your eyes,
Your sorrow shows,
Yes it shows,
No i can't forget tomorrow,
When i think of all my sorrow,
When i had you there,
Beside me all the time,
To share those moments together,
But then i let you go,
Go far far away from me,
And now it's only fair,
That i should let you know,
What you should know,
Which is..
I can't live,
If living is without you.

Have a Look

2008-11-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hey!;) Check this out! Come on,dance with them! For those yg sedang kesedihan rite now,maybe this will chills u up..have a look!

My Hero(es)

2008-11-19T11:14:00.000+08:00

11.24 am

Hero! In my opinion,everyone has their own heroes. The heroes could be someone they love,someone they admire or their lifesaver. Who knows? Based on the dictionary, hero means a man in mythology and legend who is often of divine ancestry, who is endowed with great courage and strength, celebrated for his bold exploits, and favored by the society or certain someone. I have my own heroes too. Haha! It's heroes not just hero. Hehehe... As u can see, currently..my heroes for sports is Roger Federer. He was born in Basel,Switzerland on 8th of August. He is the top and famous tennis player. He used to be the world number one tennis player for 4 consecutive years i guess... I can't stop talking and thinking about him to all my friends. But they keep telling me tat he is not tat special compared to Rafael Nadal ( world num 2. but now already num 1..but still i consider him num 2. haha! ) Mmmph. I didn't like him only for his look but i like him bcoz of his talents. OMG!!! I really love to see his strokes and backhands. I think he is better than Nadal except for Nadal strokes is more powerful sometimes. Hahaha!!!

Okay, i accept tat he is now the world num 2 tennis player BUT! Still,he is number one in my heart. I donno wat is his problem currently because it seems that his strokes tak se'powerful' dulu. Maybe because of his age i guess. Alright,tats it for my first hero. I have another hero to share with u. Hihi..

And..another one...my hero is someone i care for which i can't tell u guys bout him. What i can say is tat, he is a nice person. I can't describe even more or else it won't be a secret anymore. Hahaha! He is not really a crush okay so..anis,dyla don't u ever think about someone else kay! hihi.. ^_^

Alrite,tats all for now. I don't know what to write actually so i came up with this idea which is pasal my hero lerr... If it's boring just ignore it but if it's kinda ok thanks for reading.

*longest post ever i guess..

Taaa!!! ;)

Unpredictable

2008-11-18T11:03:00.000+08:00

Unpredictable? Yup,tats the title for today. Actually,it means nothing to me..saje2 je nk tulis..hehe

Kay,actually i wrote a post yesterday and it was kinda nice BUT!!!!!!!!!! My network or watever it call sucks!!!!!!! I can't even save or publish my post!!! i'm sooo angry kay! But..today was good..when i said good,it means veerrryy good! haha! I can on9,chat and blogging.
Mmm..btw,do u remember my last post about my class party?? I didn't go!!!!!!!!! I felt so terrible,frustated and disappointed. I want to meet my friends and have fun with them,salah ker? ;'( But,watever it is..i noe my mum has her own reasons for tat. I accept tat. Sometimes i thnk,mungkin nilah nasib jd the youngest in the family. Haih. And..u noe wat????? Too bad,anis told me the party was super duper fun!!!!!!!!! Arghh! They played limbo n pecah2kan balloons. The most interesting thing is tat, anis has her sweetest moments on tat day. Hahaha!! I would be dead meat if she reads this..hihi..sorry,anis! i love u,k!

Kay,i can't write even longer for these reasons :

my sis wants to use the comp

i'll get bored with my blog easily

i have nothing else to write

haha! bye! ;)

i love them!!! xoxo!

My Special Someone

2008-11-13T11:53:00.000+08:00

Mmm..

I remember this one sweet story about me and sum1. It was around a few years ago.

It was my birthday. As usual, everyone wish me the two common words..Happy Birthday! My mum, eldest sister,brother and friends. I felt very special and thankful bcoz yaahh at least there are people who remember my birthday. I kept smiling all day long. It was a joyful and wondrful day. Everone thinks I should be the happiest girl in the world right at the time. However deep inside me i was waiting for someone. Someone..someone..someone... Someone soooo special and takes place deep inside my heart. A fortnight before my birthday, i kept thinking about that someone. Whether tat someone remember my birthday or not, will tat someone wish me like any other people does or maybe tat someone will give me birthday gift. Haih...

I waited patiently... My heart kept crying every minute passes by. I felt sooo hurt and disappointed.

I kept thinking am i hoping for someone who doesn't love me at all?? Am i just a stupid girl for hoping for someone so special like tat someone??? Or tat someone doesn't even care about me at all???? oh God! I felt so stupid tat time!! I should just let go my hopes or else i will end up frustated and disappointed.

8.00 pm

I call tat someone at last..yaahhh,i give up to my own feelings. I can't stand it anymore. I want to ask tat someone whether tat someone remember me or not. I called, and *** answered the phone, we talk for few minutes and *** still didn't wish me. I felt hurt!

OKay,fine! Then..i asked ***...

" Do u remember something special about today??"

" Mmm..it was Friday and nothing special i guess.." ** answered.

Then, i started to cry. I told ** everything about my feelings and bout my birthday. And...when i finished, I hang up. ** called me like thousand times. I noe ** felt guilty.

A few days after tat, ** was home. ** ask forgiveness from me maannnyy times. ** gave me a beautiful present. Kay,i forgive **. And..we were okay. ** told me everything bout why ** has forgotten my birthday. Actually, ** remembers it and bought my birthday gift a month before. Everyday, ** keeps thinking of me. ** keeps telling her friends when is my birthday. ** can't wait to meet me and hug me like ** always does. However..i donno wats in ** mind tat time,but on my birthday..** suddenly forgotten everything bout it. When i told ** everything about my feelings on the phone and didn't return ** calls many times, ** started crying. All day!!! ** doesn't even care about anyone and keeps crying. ** can't study and sleep. ** didn't eat for days. ** lose weight. Yup,i can see tat when ** returned home ** was slightly thin i guess. I never thought she..she the one who forgotten my birthday actually loves me soo much and would have sacrifice herself just for me. She..the lucky girl who takes place in my heart..is my SISTER..Atiqah.

So,tat was the story. The story of my sister's love towards me. ;)

Thank u for reading.

what a mom...............

2008-11-13T11:14:00.000+08:00

My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me?
I ignored h er, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has
one eye!'

I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me a
laughing stock, why don't you just die?'

My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I
was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.

I walked out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts, Then one day, my
mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at
her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children!'
GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'

And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have
gotten the wrong address,' and she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.

So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.
My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

'My dearest son,
I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and
scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were
growing up.

You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and
lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you
having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my
place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,
Your mother.

ANAK MURID DAN CIKGU BM.....

2008-11-12T13:10:00.000+08:00

Hahaha! Hye! I found this at one website and it's kinda of interesting. You must read it! Actually, it was a game played by the teacher with the students. However,they end up with the teacher marah giler2 kat budak2 tu. Tulah,next time don't you ever create a game like this kay..

Murid : Selamat pagi, cikgu.
Cikgu : (Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja? Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?
Murid : Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!
Cikgu : Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang! Kata selamat sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna. Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi semua masa dan keadaan.
Murid : Selamat sejahtera cikgu!
Cikgu : Sama-sama, duduk! Dengar sini baik-baik. Hari ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan berlawan. Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya, kamu semua mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi perkataan-perkataan itu, faham?
Murid : Faham, cikgu!
Cikgu : Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.
Murid : (senyap)
Cikgu : Pandai!
Murid : Bodoh!
Cikgu : Tinggi!
Murid : Rendah!
Cikgu : Jauh!
Murid : Dekat!
Cikgu : Keadilan!
Murid : UMNO!
Cikgu : Salah!
Murid : Betul!
Cikgu : Bodoh!
Murid : Pandai!
Cikgu : Bukan!
Murid : Ya!
Cikgu : Oh Tuhan!
Murid : Oh Hamba!
Cikgu : Dengar ini!
Murid : Dengar itu!
Cikgu : Diam!
Murid : Bising!
Cikgu : Itu bukan pertanyaan, bodoh!
Murid : Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!
Cikgu : Mati aku!
Murid : Hidup kami!
Cikgu : Rotan baru tau!
Murid : Akar lama tak tau!
Cikgu : Malas aku ajar kamu!
Murid : Rajin kami belajar cikgu!
Cikgu : Kamu gila!
Murid : Kami siuman!
Cikgu : Cukup! Cukup!
Murid : Kurang! Kurang!
Cikgu : Sudah! Sudah!
Murid : Belum! Belum!
Cikgu : Mengapa kamu semua bodoh sangat?
Murid : Sebab saya seorang pandai!
Cikgu : Oh! Melawan!
Murid : Oh! Mengalah!
Cikgu : Kurang ajar!
Murid : Cukup ajar!
Cikgu : Habis aku!
Murid : Kekal kami!
Cikgu : O.K. Pelajaran sudah habis!
Murid : K.O. Pelajaran belum bermula!
Cikgu : Sudah, bodoh!
Murid : Belum, pandai!
Cikgu : Berdiri!
Murid : Duduk!
Cikgu : Saya kata UMNO salah!
Murid : Kami dengar KeADILan betul!
Cikgu : Bangang kamu ni!
Murid : Cerdik kami tu!
Cikgu : Rosak!
Murid : Baik!
Cikgu : Kamu semua ditahan tengah hari ini!
Murid : Dilepaskan tengah malam itu!
Cikgu : (Senyap dan mengambil buku-bukunya keluar.)

SIFAT WANITA MENGIKUT UNSUR...EMM..

2008-11-12T12:56:00.000+08:00

Hye! Mmm..while i was surfing the net,i found this and it's soo interesting. So,i would like to share it with you. For me,some of it was quite right but for some of them which doesn't match ur identity..don't worry. It doesn't mean this is like sooo true okay! Hope you enjoy reading it! ;)

Sifat Wanita melalui unsur

~ WANITA TANAH ~Wanita tanah dilahirkan di bawah zodiak Taurus(21 April-20Mei), Virgo(24Ogos-23 September) dan Capricon(22 Disember-20 Januari).
*seorang yang boleh dijangka, berwibawa dan praktikal.
*Penyabar dan bertolak ansur, mempunyai kehendak dalaman dari segi emosi dan material.
*Semangat produktif dan gigih yang disertai dengan siksp berhati-hati menjadikan wanita tanah berkemampuan mencapai kejayaan dalam perniagaan.
*Kebijaksanaan dan kepintaran yang diperolehi sering tersembunyi oleh air muka semulajadi yang pendiam dan tenang.
*Sifat marah yang terkawal serta keperluan untuk keteguhan dan kawalan sering terbawa-bawa dalam perhubungan yang amat konservatif, serius dan sederhana.
*Tidak mudah menunjukkan sifat penyayang tetapi wanita tanah adalah seorang kekasih yang setia dan berwibawa.

~WANITA API~Wanita api dilahirkan di bawah lambang Aries(21 Mac-20 April), Leo(24 Julai-23 Ogos) dan Sagittarius(23 November-21 Disember).
*Dilahirkan sebagai pemimpin
*Mempunyai kekuatan diri dan biasanya enggan menerima pendapat orang lain walaupun ianya benar.
*Seorang yang artistik dan sukar dijangka, tetapi biasanya romantis dan tidak pemalu.
*Mempunyai personaliti suka menguasai dan mendominasi tetapi boleh mengimbangi sifat-sifat ini dengan sikap yang pemurah, mesra dan menunjukkan sifat yang mendalam terhadap sesuatu yang disukainya.
*Suka berterus terang dan tidak berselindung menyebabkan orang yang dikasihi mersa sedih dan terhiris.
*Jujur dan mahu hubungan peribadi berjalan dengan lancar.
*Wanita api harus diberikan ruang yang cukup luas untuk menjadikan perhubungan itu terus berkesan.
*Tidak keberatan untuk beralih arah jika berasa tertekan.

~ WANITA ANGIN ~Mereka ini lahir di bawah lambang Gemini(22 Mei-21 Jun), Libra(24 September-23 Oktober) dan Aquarius(21 Januari-19 Februari).
*Berterus terang, berminda aktif dan gemar mencari kepelbagaian dalam setiap aspek kehidupan.
*Berfikiran terbuka, mempunyai daya imaginasi dan inovatif, bagi mereka segalanya boleh dicapai.
*Bergaya, tenang dan tidak cerewet serta mempunyai keinginan semulajadi untuk mengamalkan sikap diplomasi dan saling bekerjasama bersungguh-sungguh.
*Sanggup mengorbankan kehendak atau idea mereka sendiri demi mencapai keharmonian dan mengelakkan perselisihan atau konflik.
*Sentiasa gigih untuk mendapatkan cinta yang terunggul, untuk berkonfrantasi.*Kurang cenderung untuk menyampaikan perasaan sebenar yang terpendam dalam hati mereka.
*Dikenali dan diingati kerana sifat romantis dan manja.

~ WANITA AIR ~Wanita air terdiri daripada mereka yang lahir di bawah zodiak Cancer(22 Jun-23 Julai), Scorpio(24 Oktober-22 November) dan Pisces(20 Februari-20 Mac).
*Mempunyai sifat semulajadi untuk berkembang maju.
*Mereka ini dipandu oleh perasaan hati dan mempunyai sifat mudah bersimpati, berdaya imaginatif, sentimental, mempunyai perasaan yang berubah-ubah dan berhati-hati.
*Tenang dan mudah tersentuh oleh emosi orang-orang yang berada disekeliling dan cepat mengeluarkan air mata dalam sebarang situasi yang menyedihkan.
*Mudah mengikut rentak emosi orang lain dan juga diri sendiri.

~ NASIHAT UNTUK WANITA ~
*Untuk membentuk bibir yang menawan, ucapkan kata-kata kebaikan.
*Untuk mendapatkan mata yang indah, carilah kebaikan pada setiap orang yang anda jumpai.
*Untuk mendapatkan bentuk badan yang langsing, berbagilah makanan dengan mereka yang kelaparan.
*Untuk mendapatkan rambut yang indah, mintalah seorang anak kecil untuk menyisirnya dengan jemarinya setiap hari.
*Untuk mendapatkan sikap tubuh yang indah, berjalanlah dengan segala ilmu pengetahuan, dan anda tidak akan pernah berjalan sendirian. Manusia, jauh melebihi segala ciptaan lain, perlu senantiasa berubah, diperbaharui, dibentuk kembali, dan diampuni. Jadi, jangan pernah kecilkan seseorang dari hati anda. Apabila anda sudah melakukan semuanya itu, ingatlah senantiasa. Jika suatu ketika anda memerlukan pertolongan, akan senantiasa ada tangan terhulur. Dan dengan bertambahnya usia anda, anda akan semakin mensyukuri telah diberi dua tangan, satu untuk menolong diri anda sendiri dan satu lagi untuk menolong orang lain.
*Kecantikan wanita bukan terletak pada pakaian yang dikenakannya, bukan pada bentuk tubuhnya, atau cara dia menyisir rambutnya.
*Kecantikan wanita terdapat pada matanya, cara dia memandang dunia. Kerana di matanyalah terletak gerbang menuju ke setiap hati manusia, di mana cinta dapat berkembang.
*Kecantikan wanita bukan pada kehalusan wajahnya. Tetapi kecantikan yang murni, terpancar pada jiwanya, yang dengan penuh kasih memberikan perhatian dan cinta yang dia berikan. Dan kecantikan itu akan tumbuh sepanjang waktu.

IBU......MAAFKAN SAYA

2008-11-12T12:47:00.000+08:00

Ibuku seorang pembohong.
Memang sukar untuk orang lain percaya,tapi itulah yangberlaku. Ibu saya memang seorang pembohong!! Sepanjang ingatan saya sekurang-kurangnya 8 kali ibu membohongi saya.
Saya perlu catatkan segala pembohongan itu untuk dijadikan renungan anda sekalian.
Cerita ini bermula ketika saya masih kecil. Saya lahir sebagai seorang anak lelaki dalam sebuah keluarga miskin. Makan minum serba kekurangan. Kami sering kelaparan.
Adakalanya, selama beberapa hari kamiterpaksa makan berlaukkan ikan masin dikongsi satu keluarga. Sebagai anak yang masih kecil, saya seringsaja merungut. Saya menangis mahukan nasi dan lauk yang banyak. Tapi ibu cepat memujuk. Ketika makan, ibu sering membahagikan bahagian nasinya untuk saya.Sambil memindahkan nasi ke mangkuk saya, ibu berkata :""Makanlah nak ibu tak lapar." - PEMBOHONGAN IBU YANG PERTAMA.

Ketika saya mulai besar ibu yang gigih sering meluangkan watu senggangnya untuk pergi memancing ditali air berhampiran rumah. Ibu berharap dari ikan hasil pancingan itu dapat memberikan sedikit makanan untuk membesarkan kami adik-beradik. Pulang dari memancing, ibu memasak gulai ikan yang segar dan mengundang selera. Sewaktu saya memakan gulai ikan itu ibu duduk disamping kami dan memakan sisa daging ikanyang masih menempel di tulang daripada bekas sisa ikan yang saya makan tadi. Saya sedih melihat ibu seperti itu.. Hati saya tersentuh lalu dengan menggunakan sudu saya memberikan ikan itu kepada ibu. Tetapi ibu dengan cepat menolaknya. Ibu berkata : "Makanlah nak, ibu tak suka makan ikan." - PEMBOHONGAN IBU YANG KEDUA.

Di usia awal remaja, saya masuk sekolah menengah. Ibu pergi ke kedai dengan membawa sejumlah penyapu lidi dan kuih-muih untuk menyara persekolahan saya,abang dan kakak. Suatu dinihari lebih kurang pukul 1.30 pagi saya terjaga dari tidur. Saya melihat ibu membuat kuihdengan bertemankan sebuah pelita di hadapannya.Beberapa kali saya melihat kepala ibu terhangguk kerana mengantuk. Saya berkata : "Ibu, tidurlah, esokpagi ibu kena pergi kebun pula." Ibu tersenyum danberkata : "Cepatlah tidur nak, ibu belum mengantuk lagi." - PEMBOHONGAN IBU YANG KETIGA.

Di hujung musim persekolahan, ibu meminta cuti kerjas upaya dapat menemani saya pergi ke sekolah untukmenduduki peperiksaan penting. Ketika hari sudah siang, terik panas matahari mulai menyinari, ibu terussabar menunggu saya di luar dewan. Ibu seringkali saja tersenyum dan mulutnya terkumat-kamit berdoa kepada Illahi agar saya lulus ujian peperiksaan ini dengan cemerlang. Ketika loceng berbunyi menandakan ujian sudah selesai, ibu dengan segera menyambut saya dan menuangkan kopi yang sudah disiapkan dalam botol yang dibawanya. Kopi yang kental itu tidak dapat dibandingkan dengan kasih sayang ibu yang jauh lebih kental. Melihat tubuh ibu yang dibasahi peluh, saya segera memberikan cawan saya itu kepada ibu dan menyuruhnya minum. Tapi ibu cepat-cepat menolaknya danberkata : "Minumlah nak, ibu tak haus!!" - PEMBOHONGAN IBU YANG KEEMPAT.

Setelah pemergian ayah kerana sakit, iaitu selepassaya baru beberapa bulan dilahirkan, ibulah yang mengambil tugas sebagai ayah kepada kami sekeluarga.Ibu bekerja mengambil upah di kebun, membuat penyapulidi dan menjual kuih-muih agar kami tidak kelaparan.Tapi apalah sangat kudrat seorang ibu. Kehidupankeluarga kami semakin susah dan susah. Melihat keadaan keluarga yang semakin parah, seorang pakcik yang baik hati dan tinggal berjiran dengan kami, datang untuk membantu ibu. Anehnya, ibu menolak bantuan itu.Jiran-jiran sering kali menasihati ibu supaya menikah lagi agar ada seorang lelaki yang akan menjaga dan mencarikan wang untuk kami sekeluarga. Tetapi ibu yang keras hatinya tidak mengendahkan nasihat mereka. Ibu berkata : "Saya tidak perlukan cinta dan saya tidak perlukan lelaki." - PEMBOHONGAN IBU YANG KELIMA.

Setelah kakak dan abang habis belajar dan mula bekerja, ibu sudah pun tua. Kakak dan abang menyuruh ibu supaya berehat sahaja di rumah. Tidak payahlah lagi bersusah payah dan bersengkang mata untuk mencari duit. Tetapi ibu tidak mahu. Ibu rela pergi ke pasarsetiap pagi menjual sedikit sayur untuk memenuhi keperluan hidupnya. Kakak dan abang yang bekerja jauhdi kota besar sering mengirimkan wang untuk membantu memenuhi keperluan ibu, pun begitu ibu tetap berkerastidak mahu menerima wang tersebut. Malahan ibu mengirim balik wang itu dan ibu berkata : "Jangan susah-susah, ibu ada duit." - PEMBOHONGAN IBU YANGKEENAM.

Setelah tamat pengajian di universiti, saya melanjutkan lagi pelajaran ke peringkat sarjana diluar Negara. Pengajian saya di sana dibiayaisepenuhnya oleh sebuah syarikat besar. Sarjana itu saya sudahi dengan cemerlang,kemudian saya pun bekerja dengan syarikat yang telah membiayai pengajian saya juga di luar negara. Dengan gaji yang agak lumayan,saya berhajat membawa ibu untuk menikmati penghujung hidupnya di luar negara. Pada pandangan saya, ibusudah puas bersusah payah untuk kami. Hampir seluruh hidupnya habis dengan penderitaan, eloklah kalau hari-hari tuanya ini ibu habiskan dengan keceriaan dan keindahan pula. Tetapi ibu yang baik hati, menolak ajakan saya. Ibu tidak mahu menyusahkan anaknya ini dengan berkata ; "Tak payahlah, ibu tak biasa tinggal di negara orang." - PEMBOHONGAN IBU YANG KETUJUH.

Beberapa tahun berlalu, ibu semakin tua.. Suatu malam saya menerima berita ibu diserang penyakit kanser. Ibumesti dibedah secepat mungkin. Saya yang ketika itu berada jauh diseberang samudera terus segera pulang untuk menjenguk ibunda tercinta. Saya melihat ibu terbaring lemah di katil hospital setelah menjalani pembedahan. Ibu yang kelihatan sangat tua, menatap wajah saya dengan penuh kerinduan. Ibu menghadiahkan saya sebuah senyuman biarpun agak kaku kerana terpaksa menahan sakit yang menjalari setiap inci tubuhnya..Saya dapat melihat dengan jelas betapa seksanya penyakit itu telah memamah tubuh ibu sehingga ibu menjadi terlalu lemah dan kurus. Saya menatap wajah ibu sambil berlinangan air mata. Saya cium tangan ibu kemudian saya kecup pula pipi dan dahinya. Di saat itu hati saya terlalu pedih, sakit sekali melihat ibu dalam keadaan seperti ini. Tetapi ibu tetap tersenyum dan berkata : "Jangan menangis nak, ibu tak sakit." -PEMBOHONGAN IBU YANG KELAPAN.

Setelah mengucapkan pembohongan yang kelapan itu,ibunda tercinta menutup matanya untuk kali terakhir kali.Anda bertuah kerana masih mempunyai ibu dan ayah. Anda boleh memeluk dan menciumnya. Kalau ibu anda jauh darimata, anda boleh menelefonnya sekarang, dan berkata,'Ibu,saya sayangkan ibu.' Tapi tidak saya. Sehingga kini saya diburu rasa bersalah yang amat sangat kerana biarpun saya mengasihi ibu lebih dari segala-galanya,tapi tidak pernah sekalipun saya membisikkan kata-kataitu ke telinga ibu, sampailah saat ibu menghembuskan nafasnya yang terakhir.Ibu, maafkan saya. Saya sayangkan ibu.

It was nice,rite? My tears ALMOST almost almost rolled down my cheeks rite now..haha! But not yet actually,haha! just kidding. Hope you enjoy reading this post and make sure you understand it with all ur heart. For those who had ever hurt their mum all of this while, hopefully after reading this post, berubahlah yer. Ibu itu ratu hati kita dan ingat! Syurga itu di bawah telapak kaki ibu. ;)

a boring day

2008-11-11T16:08:00.000+08:00

boring,boring,boring...
it's a borrrriiiinnngggg day today! haih. Today,i HAVE to go to school just because Cg Siti Noor wants to discuss about our class party. After a long n riot discuss(haha), at last we make our decision to go to Izzi Restaurant at Bukit Bintang! Great idea! I like it rather than going to Sunway Lagoon for party..like wat?? i mean..a lot of things u have to take care when u go there ok. I would prefer go there with my family actually. But..watever it is,it's just my opinion. We're going to the restaurant this Saturday..aaahhh hopefully my mum will give me permission to go. I don't wanna let go this opportunity to gather with my friends before yaahh u know...b4 they go to boarding school or move to another school. I'm gonna miss them sooo much. Besides, adilah told us tat the restaurant was amazing..i can't wait to seee it with my own cute eyes! hahaha! So vain...;p Mmm..anyway,this is one of the pictures of Izzi Restaurant. Do take a look. Kay,chowzz!

Introduction to my blog

2008-11-10T14:26:00.000+08:00

Hye and assalamualaikum! hihi.. Actually this is my first time blogging so maybe not much to mention here. first of all,if there's any grammatical error..do tell me kay! ;) Mmm..i create this blog pun because i'm kinda interested "baca2" my friend's blog.hehe. Fun jugak oh! By reading their blog,i can conclude that blogging is kinda of interesting and might improve my Eng..i guess so. haih..I don't know where to start, whether start telling about my activities or..just a general stories like diha. Whatever!

ha..u know wat?? Today is my last day of school for 2008. Today is quite fun. We watched horror movies..wooo,creepy...hehehe...
kay,i think thats all for now. I have nothing to write anymore plus feeling a lil bit sleepy. Daa..it's 2.36 pm ok! Sleeping time ;) bye!